My Medication // N.H. ✔️

She Didn't Recognize Me

I glanced at Niall and put that cupcake away.
"You finished?" he got confused and I just turned to him fully. I licked my lips straddling his lap.
"Babe..." Niall whispered staring into my eyes. My hands went from his chest to neck and then face.
"I want us to do this. Maybe not to the full part but at least some heavy make out. I want us to try." I smiled to comfort him. I had shivers down my spine, feeling his hands touch my bare skin under my shirt.
"I trust you." I whispered kissing him passionately. I sucked his tongue after Niall laid me on my back.
"Oh my gosh..." I bit my lip feeling him kissing my neck. I shut my eyes enjoying the neck kisses until the image popped up in my mind when he used me that day... I tried to push him away as gently as I could feeling cold sweat hit me. I sat at the edge of bed breathing heavily.
"I'm sorry... It just popped up in my mind. I can't control it..." I started to cry.
"No, Diamond. It's okay. It's my fault you're like this." Niall hugged me tight.
My eyes fluttered open. I glanced at the clock seeing it's 2 am. I sat up hearing someone scream in agony. I exhaled sitting in the bed, in total darkness. I reached for night lamp to turned on but what I saw just made me feel even worse. My arms, my thighs... All covered in old and new cuts... Why do I feel so tired of all of this? I went to the balcony inhaling some fresh air and looked down. My hands squeezed the handrail. I looked around and slowly got on top of them.
"No! Let me go!" I squealed when someone got me off the balcony. "Just let me die, just let me die!" I shaked my head repeatedly.
--Niall's POV--
I held Diamond tightly in my arms, scared to let her go.
"Diamond, it's me." I said wiping her hair away. She just kept shouting the same thing. My body went weak when I saw her standing on handrail, about to jump off.
"What's happening here?" two male nurses rushed into the room.
"She was about to jump off the balcony." I quickly said holding Diamond tightly, because she kept squirming.
"NO! Don't let me go with these animals!" she screamed when they took her with them. I sat shocked on floor. I nearly lost her...
"Please, you need to get better... I need you." I whispered with tears. It was horrible to see her like this. Diamond didn't even recognize me, she just kept saying about death....