I fell inlove with my bestfriend

Im sorry

Perrie's POV
I am not a lier thats one thing i know about myself i dont really lie sometimes i do but im not a lier im only gonna lie if i really need to its a white lie and i really do wanna say sorry to Lexie cause when i was in the fourth grade i used to tease other students who teased me but now i know how to forgive and how to say sorry but i dont really know how i wish jade would help me i cant messge lexie because my facebook isnt workinggg,ugh! Jadeee hellpppp mehhh so right now basically im on my bed playing flappy bird

"Yeah!!!! Baby!! I got 684!! Which is my highesttttt !! Yeah baby!! Imma make ya big mouth into a smalla onee
Bomba!!!"

Yup im just this crazzyyyy 😆
Well now lets go back to my sad side well ive lost alot of my bestfriend i lost like 7 of them i dont know why one day they just lefted me hangin even tough i didnt do nothinggg i guess they just dont like me anymore and they found new bestfriends 😞 but i dont wanna be sad i wanna be happy on whats happening around even if there are just soo many things running through my minddd i always have thought that being happy was easy i guess i was wrong faking a smile is different from a real one nobody knows because im professional at fake smiling i dont know why it just seems like the world freaking hates me 😞 but i dont wanna think that nobody loves me cause God does andi just wish that one day all this will go away and i will just be happy i just wanted a true happiness is that too much to ask for? Miss my best friend, i miss the old him so i just decided to put on my earphones and started to listen to some music and i drifted off to sleep

Authors note:
Why is she so depressed? What did she and lexie fought about? Hows the story?

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