Deception of Demons [Book 1]

Chapter One| Where am I?

“ I don't know and I don't care anymore. I was supposed to have my way for once, just once in my life. I did everything right and I got nothing for it.

I want to kill them all. no, better yet, I want to die. No, even bettter than that: I want to kill them all then die.” 

― Barry Lyga, The Astonishing Adventures of Fanboy and Goth Girl

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 I am Alex Villanueva. I live in the Philippines. I lived quietly, great. Some were agony. My whole life, I'm a sinner. I've done too many sins. Then, it made them turn their backs to me. They’ve stolen my life. I'm a loner. There is nobody to calm me down. I lost myself, my friends, my life, my love. I'm destroyed...

 "What's next? Huh?! You've taken my life away! My friends, the people, even the girl I loved! The devils control me. That is why I've don't much sins! There is nothing for me to control! I'M WEAK!*sobbing* Why do you need to do this?... I'm alone... They are mad at me... Why? WHY?!........."

 I was crying in the church. As I finished my speech to the Lord, I ran away and drove away, from far away. I'm not home. Then, I realized my family, they are worried. I know that they aren't. They won't forgive me from what I've done. I've realized the problems. And I was the one, who predicted it. I'm just sick. I'm sad... I'm... alone...

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(Start of Chapter One)

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 I was driving somewhere in the town. I was still crying in my van since what happened in the past.

[Flashback] My life, was without a father, but with a mother. My life, was nothing but hurt, but I stand. My life, was wrecked, and I can't return it again. The one who I loved, she broked my heart, after I was careless, not talking to her, not noticing her. It's all my fault!... Why am I in this world? I understand. The Lord created humans to live happily. I am not...

[Back to the van] How steady my blood flows? My veins. my soul. my heart. my mind. I'm perished. It's over for me. My time has come. I must end this. I must end this so I will never feel more sufferings ever... ever again...

[Vehicle screech]

[Car crash]

 "There was no answer... There was no one talking. So silent. I couldn't... hear a thing... No footsteps, no weeping. Wait... I see a light. What is that?..." I was going towards to that light. I looked forward. I was dazed. As I was near to it, it was a glass, shattered in front of me. Then I turned back. I saw a reflection of myself. I touched the reflection. As I touched it, my reflection became a monster. Then, the floor shatters. I got dropped into the floor with too many floating dots, some red, blue, green, and yellow dots.

 "What is this?..." I felt my heart beating fast. I was breathing deeply. I don't what got me into this mess. I don't know how. I don't know what reason. I asked myself: "Is this a dream? Or what?" That came to my mind first. I walked. Then, a text appears in front of me and it scared me. "Follow the red" That was the text I read. Then it disappeared. Then I start walking. The whole background was black, but I can see floors and obstacles on my way, following the red dots. There are some pits that appear a meter from me as I walk. I jumped them, then I continue my walk.

 [Screams]

 "GAAH! WHAT IN THE---?!"

 As a long row of red dots, I walked through them. For 2 feet, a horrific room appeared around me. The walls were padded and the floor is a bloody fence. I was freaked out as I didn't expect this to happen. The doors keep opening itself. It hit my arm twice. I got injured. As I finished walked the hallway of horror, I saw a room which is directed with the remaining red dots. As I entered the room, the room was a little dragged from the far edge left. I almost slipped to the wall, but I hold on. I kept finding the red dot, and I found it. As I continue, a strange walking apparition appeared from my far right. Then a monster apparition appeared in front of me then quickly disappears. The fear raised through my chest, and it won't go away. I continued, then I feel strange. I think...

 "... I'm going to pass out... My head..."

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 "...Where.......... am I?...... Argh! My head!..." I breathe deeply so the pain will gone. I have no idea how I got here... in this place... in this room, a janitor's closet. "Where in the?... A janitor's closet? H-How did I get here?" I always bring my gun. It was only kept secret. I stashed it somewhere in my car. But, what I remember, is that I pulled the gun out of the stash and drive my way to my suicide point. It was almost my destination. But, it stopped me from doing it. Those people who are killing my life...

 My friends only just came back to me at MY DAMN LOWEST! They didn't care about me, then they want me out of the damn party! From there, I didn't care about my friends and my damn "cousin"! I only care is about my grandmother, my mom, my sisters, my brothers, and my best friends! They were my best friends since 1st year high school. Why is it that my cousin went to MY school? To ruin my WHOLE LIFE?! IT'S LIKE I WANTED TO DO IT TOO! HE IS THE MAIN SIN OF MY LIFE! MY MIND SAYS I DON'T WANT HIM ANYMORE BECAUSE OF WHAT HE'D DONE! I COULDN'T CARE, I DON'T WANT HIM, AND I DON'T NEED HIM BECAUSE HE JUST LAUGHED AT ME! HE IS NOT HELPING ME AND HE IS LYING TO ME! THOSE WORDS FROM HIS MOUTH WERE NOT TRUE!... I don't need HIM ANYMORE!!

 Couldn't even snap one mind part of me... I don't care of them anymore. These memories tried to... dramatize my behavior! I just couldn't think! Think, think, THINK! Why me?!

 Demons, persons, enemies, shadows. I couldn't think one more thing to see... They couldn't stop! I can't stop it! Just nuts! Unbelievable experience! They just don't know who I am... Just.. unexpectable. They couldn't imagine the evilish aura behind my back. They ain't afraid. I don't give a damn about them. From the darn thing of my mind, against all of the shadows, a light came through. And I followed it. That light bursted, and I can't find my way... I couldn't stop thinking about bad memories. Though, it can rather help me out to move on or, it will not... Although, I came out of the darn closet...

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(End of Chapter One)