Why me ? -Caspar Lee

Chapter 22

I woke up at the sound of my moms sobs.

My eyes fluttered open and I was surrounded by my mom, Justin and Trevor.

"She woke up !" Trevor yelled.

I looked closely at Justin. His left eye was bruised and he lost a teeth.

"What did he do to you ?" I whispered.

He smiled at me in return.

"I want t-to see myself." I said to my mom.

She nodded, she grabbed her purse and she was searching for her little mirror.

"The good news about this is that you can leave today."

She smiled sadly at me when she wanted to open it the little mirror.

"Don't worry mom, I-Im ready."

She opened it.

I wasn't ready.

I looked at myself. I looked terrible.

My right eye was bruised, My bottom lip has been bleeding. And I had a cut through my eyebrow.

Fresh tears were streaming down onto my cheeks

"Oh, Jeanette." My moms said, she tried to hug me, but it only hurted.

"No. Mom. Stop. Please." I said and pushed her slowly away.

"C-Can I check my phone please ?" I asked.

Trevor gave me my phone. And as expected, it had a burst in it because I putted it in the pocket of my jeans.

I opened it.

I had 5 missed calls.

And 10 new messages.

All from Caspar.

"C-Can you please l-leave me, b-because I w-want some privacy."

"Okay then, boys, let's go to their cafeteria." My mom said as they all leaved the hospital room.

I first checked all my messages.

C: Are you okay ?

C: You seemed really shocked in the park.

C: Did you see something that traumatized you ?

C: Please answer me

C: You said you would explain me.

C: I called you five times but you didn't answer

C: I'm worried about you 

C: Just tell me where you are.

C: Or where you ran to.

C: I maybe looked like a complete stalker with all those text messages but ANSWER ME

I listened to his voicemails after.

Voicemail 1: "Jenna, hey uhmm... If you wanna talk about it, I'm here for you."

Voicemail 2: "I'll send u texts okay ? Even if you didn't answer."

Voicemail 3: "Jenna, I'm worried where the heck are you I sended you 5 messages.

He acted like a worried boyfriend. Even if he wasn't one.

But I liked it.

Voicemail 4: "U seemed pretty shocked in the park pleeease. What's going on ?"

Voicemail 5: "Ur scaring the crap out of me Jenna, where are you ?!?!"

I decided to call him.

And he answered after the first ring.

"Jenna omigod where are you !!!??" He asked.

"Hi Caspar." Was all I could manage to say.

"Where are you Jenna." He asked again

A tear escaped my eye.

"I-I'm in the hospital." I answered.

He stayed silent.

"Please say something."

"Why the heck are you in a hospital ?!?"

"I'll... Explain everything."

He waited.

"It started when I saw my dad in the park when I waited for you."

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"Then he took steps on the stairs to my little brothers room. But I couldn't do anything because I was too weak." I ended.

He stayed silent.

"I... In which hospital are you ?" He asked.

"No, you can't visit me now, I'm leaving this hospital today."

"I first need to explain to my mom who you are."

"But that will be hard because her husband cheated on her, and her kids are all bruised." I ended.

"I understand." Was all he could manage to say.

"C... Can you send me a picture of you ?" He asked.

So I did it.

"Smile." I whispered to myself.

I clicked on the camera button, and I sended my picture to Capar.

C: The fucking bastard.

I called him again.

"How can he do this to his own fuckibg child !?!?!!" He said with anger.

"Caspar please calm down don't be angry." I tried to calm him down.

"Can I see you tommorow ? Please." His voice was filled with only one thing:

Hope.

"I'll try to explain you to my mom." I said.

When I said that, the door opened revealing my family.

"I gotta go." I whispered and I hang up.

"Are you ready to go ?" Trevor asked.

I nodded and my mom helped me out of the hospital bed.

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We were standing before the frontdoor.

home sweet home I thought.

My mom opened the door and we all walked inside.

Broken plates were lying everywhere.

Blood was on the floor where my dad hit me.

And I saw on every step on the stairs some of my hair.

My mom began to cry.

"Mom shsh It's okay." I tried to cheer her up.

It's not okay.

How could I explain her about Capsar in this situation ?

XXX

ERMA GOSH.

THE DRAMA IS LIKE. TOO DRAMA.

I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO SAY.

I SHOULD SHUT UP NOW

QOTD: WHAT DOES {AU} MEAN ? I SEE IT AT ALMOST AVERY STORY AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IT MEANS.

BYYYYEEEE ヽ(*⌒∇⌒*)ﾉ