I Am Jungkook Now || JJK ff

10: Talking to Myself

Jungkook's POV

Why wasn't she texting. It's been an hour though. Did she forget about me? No she wouldn't.......would she?

I sat up staring at my phone and then went to her chats hoping she was online. She was the only girl in so many years, whom I became close with. Even though I have never seen her in real life but instead, I am her.

Flashback~

When I was in middle school, I had a friend who was a girl but she.......only remained my friend because of my popularity. People used to tease me at school saying "oooooh you guys are obviously datinggg~" But I shrugged that off. She did too, I thought.

Everyday she asked me questions like, "How's your training?" And stuff. I just thought she cared about me genuinely. But I was wrong. A few years later her questions turned out to be like, "Are you having an affair with someone?"

I just never dated anyone since I wasn't interested and most importantly, I never got the time to do so. I just shook my head as a 'No'.

"Oh.....I just wanted to tell you this but.......I like you." She confessed.

"You like me? But......since when?" I asked being totally confused.

"I've always liked you since the time we became close. I hope you accept my confession." She smiled, looking at me desperately.

Her smile was always so reassuring, that it made me smile too. But this smile, it made me uncomfortable for the first time.

"I'm sorry Hana......I never thought of you that way......and you confessing to me is so strange because......I thought you said we were best friends." I spoke while looking at her.

"So....you're rejecting me? I knew it. It's okay Kook, don't worry. I knew you would say no." She said as tears threatened to fall from her eyes. She gave me one last look before leaving.

I thought everything was gonna be okay as she said. But it wasn't. It turns out, she spread rumours about me being 'gay'. Since it was her revenge. And by this I understood that she actually never cared for me.

People didn't find 'being gay' as a normal thing in those days so they started to tease me bully me. And that's when Namjoon hyung rescued me. He let me drop out from the school and join another one, far away from the previous one.

And ever since then, I'm afraid to go near girls or deal with them . Funny isn't it? But it's not funny for me.

End of Flashback~

I looked down at my phone after coming out of my train of thoughts. And yes there was a message.

Rachel: Hello there~ Are you asleep yet? 😴

Jungkook: Nope. By the way I have something to confess...........okay?

Rachel: Okay, I'm listening.👂

Jungkook: Actually......the whole school knows that you're an Army now. Don't screw me okay?😓

Rachel: The whole school. HOW?

Jungkook: Um.....it's a long story. I'll tell you later. But listen to the good part. Everyone still loves you and after I said that I'm an Army, half of the class admitted they where Armys too! I was so happy. So.........your reaction?

Rachel: I'm happy as well. At least now I don't have to hide my true identity. 😆

Jungkook: It's time we have some serious talk missy.