I Am Jungkook Now || JJK ff

25: I Missed You

As I entered his room, I unexpectedly saw no one. But then my eyes landed on a silhouette behind the curtain. So he already woke up.

He was standing at the balcony, looking outside, and it seemed like he just woke up.

I crept up to him in the best way and stood behind him. I kinda struggled because of his height but managed to cover his eyes with my hands, like flash.

"Who's this?" I heard him say. This voice.....oh how much I've longed to hear it.

"Your fairy godmother." I spoke in a low voice so that he wouldn't understand.

"Hyung it's not funny. Let go." He said as I felt my hands become wet. He was crying. Oh no.

"I'm not your hyung." I whispered in his ear as he kept his hand over mine. Then he slowly removed it before turning around.

His eyes were red with tears pooled in them. His bit his lips to control his sobs. But why.......

"Are you real? Or a d-dream again?" He spoke, his voice low and hoarse from crying.

"Absolutely real." I spoke while cupping his puffy cheeks.

"But that's what you always say.....and then, it turns out to be a dream..." He sobbed while holding my hands.

"This time, it's not. I'm right here, with you. I just came back from the airport like an hour ago. Yoongi brought me here." I said as I smiled.

And the next thing I know he pulled me into his embrace and cried harder, occasionally hiccuping.

"I can't believe it. You're finally here with me......I thought I......I lost you..." He spoke between his sobs as his grip around me tightened.

"Shh it's okay. I'm here now. And you don't know how happy I am, finally getting to be in your arms again." I patted his back as I felt terribly emotional.

We stayed in that position for a while before I pulled away and looked into his eyes. He did the same.

"I missed you. So freaking much. I'm sorry I had to cry the moment-" He got cut off by me, crashing my lips on his.

He responded as he pulled me closer, moving his lips in the sweetest kiss. It was desperate and passionate. The last set of tears fell from his eyes as he deepened the kiss. Gosh, I missed this so much.

After pulling away I attached my forehead with his, closing my eyes and feeling the warmth he gave me.

"I missed you too. Every moment of each day. And now, all that matters is I'm with you, you're with me, nothing can separate us anymore." I spoke softly as he nodded.

"Please....don't leave me. I've waited for so long. And today, my dreams finally came true." He said as he stroked my lower back.

"I know, I won't. But.....why were you crying when you stood alone at the balcony?" I asked as we sat on the edge of the bed, him resting his head on my lap.

"I didn't wanna admit this but, it's not just today. I've been crying almost every morning ever since my connection was cut off. I really missed talking to you and all. My phone was changed and everytime I saw it, it was blank. As if nothing ever happened. As if....I never met you. That's what disturbed me a lot. I even tried to cover it up during my performances and thank goodness, no one knew. Except my hyungs. They knew I had a hard time and.......I know even you did too." He explained as I nodded while running my fingers through his soft ebony hair.

"I thought everything was back to square one and as you said, nothing ever happened. Everytime I looked at you in pictures or on TV, and even if my schoolmates talked about you, it made me tear up. I just waited for this day." I said as he looked up at me.