i'm awake, shit i'm late.
it's friday morning 07.35 am.
i remember that i lost my phone a few days ago.
i can't text my friends, but it's okay.
i'm so sorry to mention 'i' a lot.
i'm selfish, right?
it's wasting time, i'll prepare for minutes.
/
i put a very beautiful make up,
a cute blue angel hair still be my favorit til now.
singing my last song after dress up.
i'm leaving my black cat at home, don't tell him if i leave.
i arrived at the abandoned church with a pretty huge green yard.
/
i'll dance between the black roses and red candles,
wearing a super cool black dress and boots with a dope black umbrella.
and rest in peace beside the poems u'll never know about.
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the history must be erased.
that voice better be silent.
i wanna tore that face apart.
i wanna break that body as hard as i can
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i wanna end me.
Nov, 13 2019
