Wake up | KiriBaku

Chapter eight

3rd person pov

Kirishima looked broken, like he was just got with a sudden realization. He felt like his heart was just broken. Bakugo didn't intend to hurt him. He didn't want to make the poor fragile boy feel broken. It made him feel sad, it made him feel so many things, but only one word for what Kirishima felt, heartbroken. But why should Kirishima feel heartbroken. He's not the one who was hurt. He was the one to blame for Bakugo doing this. Making him feel that this was the only way to cope and help him control his feelings. But shouldn't you care for others feelings, no matter how much that they have harmed you no matter what they did, that's what being a hero is. Putting others before themselves. But for some reason Bakugo couldn't just do that. He couldn't seem to feel sympathy for Kirishima for the way that he was feeling at this moment. But all those thoughts slowly drifted out of Bakugos mind and he slowly drifted into the sweet and loving darkness that was called his mind.
Kirishima watched him slowly loose concious. He was panicking. Bakugos body became limp and he we just lying in my arms. Kirshima didn't know what to do. He was in a state of shock at the moment, but that didn't last long. He quickly got up and ran to grab paper towels to clean up the mess the small fragile boy made of himself. It was so heartbreaking seeing him this way.

After ten minutes of cleaning up the boy he finally got the bleeding to stop while having Bakugos breathing to remain steady. He was so scared what the fragile boy would do next. He wasn't ready for what would come next. He didn't want to loose him, he loved the boy, now that was no lie, but he loved him so much that he would do anything for him, no matter how much it would affect him. He just loved him. Tears were quickly rushing down Kirishimas face as he help the boy in his arms. His body warm, but everything else felt like he was broken. He didn't want to let Bakugo ever. He didn't want to let Bakugo experience any of the pain he's going through anymore, he wanted to transfer all the mental pain that he is going through to him, no matter what the cost was. He just cared to much.

Kirishima wiped all the tears off of his face, he picked up the limp boy and walked out of the restroom. He walked all the way back to the dorms with the boy in his hand. He was so scared, scared that the boy won't wake up, scared of what Bakugo would think of him, what he would think of him trying to help him, think of him for what he said, exposing him. He walked into their room and placed him down on his own bed. He grabbed the first aid kit so he was able to properly wrap his arms, so that they can heal properly.

After he did that he felt a little relief come over him. Like he had just saved a life, though he wasn't wrong, that didn't help his self esteem. He was the one that caused him to do all of this stuff to himself. He's the one that made Katsuki think that cutting was the only solution.

Kirishima took in a deep breath. He need to calm his nerves, so he wasn't on edge about the love of his life. He wanted to keep his love safe, make sure no harm comes to him, but he was the one harming him.

It made him want to scream. Scream out saying that it was his fault. He knew he cared to much
Kirishima lays down on his bed, thoughts overwhelmed him. This must've been what Bakugo felt everyday. Kirishima was thinking to himself. He knew this is what it felt like to be Bakugo, just for a couple minutes. He knew that even if he tried thinking positive these thoughts would crash down on him. But different from Bakugo, Kirishima was willing to up a fight against them and the thoughts quickly exited his mind.

He put his bright smile back onto his face. He knew nothing that his mind was telling him was true. He never believed his mind.

That's when he felt a shift in the bed. Kirishima was to caught up in his own thoughts that he didn't know that his lover had woken up out of his couscous. The fragile boy wrapped himself around the muscular boy . Making the firey red haired boys become the color of his hair. It made the blonde smile. Everything about him made the blonde smile. He was in love with him. That was no lie, he also knew that, that thought was never going to change. The person beside him right now made him feel all warm and fuzzy inside. He didn't want know one to come in between him and the love of his life. 

Bakugo looked at Kirishima seeing the puzzled look on his face, like he was so confused on what was going on in his mind and why it was going on.

Bakugo let a smirk fall on to his face, "ya know you can always talk to me." He let out a small giggle. Trying to intimate the firey haired boy.

Kirishima just let out a sigh, "Is this what it's like to be you. Have all of these thoughts running thorough your head how everything is your fault. Everything that ever made you who you are. It's all your fault that the people along the way are hurt or that they got damaged." Bakugo was shocked, his pride and joy was going though what he was going through. He didn't want him to be going through the same thing, in fact he wanted the complete opposite of that. He wanted to keep him happy. What happened? Was it him? So many thoughts running on in the explosive boys head.

Kirishima just sighed, "Don't go thinking that Katsuki. It's not your fault." Kirishima placed a smile on his face trying cheer the blonde up, "I feel great!" Kirishima jumped up out of the bed.

Bakugo was so confused. He also got up trying to follow in Kirishimas lead, but boy did he regret that. He walked up to Kirishima confused. "What are we doing?" Bakugo asked, a little light being shown in his eyes.

Kirishima put a smirk onto his face. He pushed Bakugo into the wall and slammed his lips on his. It was rough and full of passion. Bakugo almost immediately kissed back. The blondes face becoming bright red. He was cowering to Kirishima. He knew that in this relationship Kirishima was the top. Kirishima lifted Bakugos legs around Kirishimas torso. Making the make out session go into deeper desperation.

Kirishima licked the bottom of Bakugos lip asking for entrance. Bakugo politely accepted. Kirishima started to roam around in Bakugos mouth. A slight blush forming onto Kirishimas face.

Before we get over board! We're gonna save the rest of this chapter for next time! So thank you for reading and I can't wait for the next chapter.