Camdyn Grey fanfic

Lonely

-mini chapter +sensitive content trigger warning! -

This week has been the worst and most emotional week of your life.  Without Camdyn to walk you to class you kept getting lost,  people have been saying things about you. 
You even had one guy approach you and call you a tranny and say that you'd never be a real boy.  Which brought back a shit ton of dysphoria and depressing thoughts. 

Its Friday night.  And Camdyn comes back tomorrow.  But even with the thought of seeing him again,  your also really hurt and tired of all the shit from the past week.  You tell yourself not to but you start playing depressing music on your phone and start looking for your old pencil case. 

You find it buried in a box in your closet,  covered in dust. 
When you open it,  you find an old folded up piece of paper,  a suicide note.... 
Then an old pencil sharpener,  that's been broken and the blade is loose in the box... 
And like an angle watching you from above,  your phone rings. 
When you see who's calling your heart skips a beat.
Its Camdyn. 

"Omg I've missed you!!! "
"I've missed you too!!  How have you been are you doing okay?!?!? "
"Yeah I'm fine.  Just miss you. " you lie.  Looking down at the scars on your legs. 
"I'm gonna be home tomorrow!  I'll come over and see you as soon as I can!  I promise! "
"Okay I'll be waiting!  I can't wait to see you. "
"Me neither love. "
"So,  how was your trip. "
"It was so much fun.  Last night we went out to eat at a restaurant and I sang karaoke! "
"Aww what song did you sing?!! "
"Hey there Delilah. "
"Awwww babe...  I miss you. "
"I miss you too.  I was thinking of you all week.  There was this really pretty beach,  and I took some pictures of the sun set there.  I wish you could have been there. "
"Me too.   Sounds nice. "
"It really would have been better with you there though."
"Your so sweet.. "
"I love you,  but I have to go.  I'll see you tomorrow at 3. Sweet dreams.  Good night cutie. "
"Good night,  I love you too. "
After you hung up,  you threw the pencil case away,  and everything in it.