It was because I wanted to die
I thought if I finished my job
I could finally die
But I just could not bring myself to finish the deed...~
I realised how alone I was in this. Me against the world. How no one wanted me.
And I am alone...
Again...
Alone at this white prison
Without ̷̡̖͍͖̰͗ͅR̷̻͐̋̔̚ū̵̫̟̲̬̱͍̗̥̓͒r̷̼̝̐̿̈́̊̑̎̕u̵̯͉̟̟̬͔̼̔͛̐͛̋́,̶̞̰͙̹̯̩͓̀̽̆͛͌̔͑̉̚
I am truely alone
I am a monster.
~
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Tears streamed down my face. Why was I crying?
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I was a monster after all, a SOULLESS one
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But yet, the tears continued.
~
They said that having a soul and getting tortured was bad.
But did you know that tortured till you rip your soul apart is much worse?
They removed my soul so that people could see me as a soulless monster.
A murderer deserved a second chance.
Why was the mastermind not?
He didnt do anything wrong, it was the murderer who killed everyone
He just thought of the plan to kill them all.
Kill the evil people
The ones who were sinful
But what about God then
Why did no one blame them?
They wrote down the Murderer and Masterminds fate
So why not them?
~
What did you choose the last time I saw you?
Save or be saved?
Right or wrong?
What will you do my child.
~
I heard footsteps, i couldnt care anymore. Let them kill me. This world was going to be reset again. For me to suffer again. I was the monster after all. I was a demon after all.I was SOULLESS.
~
It was a soft rustling I heard.
The person sat down behind me gently.
The atmosphere was immediately switched to a light and soothing one.
Bright notes skipped around as the light wavered to our spot.
Who was this angelic person?
Had he come to kill me?
O̷̬̜̓͊́͝ͅr̶̜̂̄̍̈́̚ ̷̛͓̠̝͍̟̮̂͋͐́̍̌ẇ̶̫͖͔̹͔̎̂̽̇́͠ã̷̢̨̛͓̬̬͉̖͘ṡ̵̬̅ ̷͍̱̲̰̪̙͑̄͗ĥ̴̡̻̫̮͍̎̊̏̽̆̌̎̂͗ͅễ̶̮͎́̈́̇̕ ̵̝͉̺̦̺͚́̒̈Ř̵̲̫͔̽͗́̚u̴̳͛̉̒̊̋̅̋͝ͅr̶͍̼̬̔͐͑̄͝u̵͈̤̐̋̆̉͑̏̔̇?̷̝̤͖̠͔̺͈͌̏̊̇̕̕ͅ
~
The person softly asked me
"Are you okay?"
I knew that voice!
I̷̢̤͉̳͚̦̔̋̓́t̶̢̧̛͈̯̟̣̑̅ ̴̻͑̒͂̇̍̂́͂̋͝m̷̨̡̖̻̤͚͚̓͌͑̄ṳ̵͎͚̝̻̗͑̐͜ş̵̱͇͖̥͈̗͇͓̝͗͑̏͗̚͝͝͝t̵̘́̅̉́͐͐̔ ̷̙̪̄̃̊̚͜b̸̢̦̬̫̫̮̣͚̽͛ȅ̸̢ ̶̩̥̀͛̆̀́̈̕͘͠Ŗ̵̗͈̙̻̗̹̻͍̏́͆̽ú̶̥̯͇̰͎̲̭̠̄̍͆͆̃̈́̃͝r̵̦̙͒̈́ṷ̴̡͕̼̩͔̰͖̅̌͑̑̏̃͋͝!̸̰͙͖̘̠͍͂
~
The kind voice asked, pulling me into waves of endless and boundless calm.
" Do you know anyone called... "
His sentence trailed off.
It was like a punch in my gut
He had forgotten me?
Kiki?
I whipped around, tears gushing down my face
"Do you remember me? Ruru?"
My sight was blurred, the tears stained my face like how blood slowly spread across the surface of lulling water.
I hugged Ruru tightly
He gasped
"Sans? Kiki?! "
"𝕐𝕖𝕒𝕙, 𝕚𝕥𝕤 𝕞𝕖.
𝕀 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 ℝ𝕦𝕣𝕦...
𝔻𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕝𝕖𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕞𝕖..."
My world turned black.
Chapter 7_end
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