chase and dreams

Chapter 4

    Shizz.  Tagal kong walang update. Haha medyo busy lang kasi sa school works.  Btw. Enjoy reading .

Alzhera's POV

I am shocked ng makita ko sya kanina. I couldn't utter a word. But nang magsalita sya. I fgot angry. I know I don't have the right to be angry dahil sa ginawa ko but he went overboard. He doesn't have the right na maliitin si Paul. Paul has been a good friend since I left him.

   Nahiga ako sa kama habang patuloy na nag iisip. The anger in his eyes is so visible. I already expected this to happen but after today, alam ko na ang pakiramdam na kinamumuhian. Nadagdagan pa dahil akala nya anak o si Pau.

Kinuha ko ang phone ko sa bag at nagbukas ng facebook.  I was scrolling down my messages when my messenger beeped. I got a message request.

napakurap kurap ako para makita ng mabuti ang nagpadala ng mensahe.

" Good evening Zhera, kamusta ka na? i heared from my son that you're back in Manila with your daughter , please do message me kapag mabasa mo 'to "

I read tita Grace' message.  Sejun's mother.  I inhaled and exhaled para kalmahin ang sistema ko.
When I left for Iloilo , I texted tita grace and explained her my reason. I also said sorry to her . I never thought that one day, she will be the one who will comkunicate with me first. I just never expected this.

I typed my reply..

I sent it and afterwards she asked for my phone number so that she could call. I didn't hesitate to give hermy contact. Tita Grace has always been so understanding of me. She never failed to understand me even if I can not give her my explanation. When I left for Iloilo, she's the only one whom I called and said sorry to except only ofcourse to Rachelle.

"Mami " a knock from the door stopped me from overthinking.

Bumangon ako sa kama par pagbuksang ang pinto amd there I saw Pau holding her huge teddy bear pouting.

" Mami, can I sleep here? " tnong nito.

" Of course baby , where's nanny by the way? "

" nasa room din po, pero I just want to sleep beside you tonight " sabi nito. Binuksan ko ng malaki ang pinto para makapasok sya.

Tumakbo ito at tumalon pagkaakyat nito sa kama ko.

" Careful baka mahulog ka " paalala ko dito at naupo sa kilid ng kama .

" Mami, I think kuya Sejun is angry earlier. Is it because of what happened sa park dati? " inosenteng sabi nito.

" Baby, it's not that. Msy pinag usapan lang si Mami at kuya Sejun mo. Pero okey na rin kami " sabi ko na lang dito.

I kmow, I can't lie to her. She is very observant at alam kong alam nito na magsisinungaling ako ngunit tumango lang ito at umupo sa tabi ko.

" Mami, gusto ko po kapag gumaling na ako, pupunta ako sa concert nila. Kapag strong na po ang puso ko, tatalon at sisigaw rin po ako ng fanchant nila " Sabi nito.

hinawakan ko naman ang kamay nya at lumapit ako sa kanya.

" Baby, kaya nga fight lang tayo diba? lalaban tayo jan sa sakit mo, malay mo. Pagbalik ni papa may heart donor ka na " nakangiti kong sabi rito kaya ngumiti rin sya at
niyakap ako.

" Thank you and alabyu mami "

The next day, I got a call from tita Grace, inviting me to Alex's , Sejun's sister , birthday. I was hesitant at first but tita Grace is so persistent to invite me so i agreed. It will be held on sunday.