mind thoughts

03/02/2020

Confused

Its so weird that's just one text can change your mood for the entire day. But can also be just as easy ruined. It also depends on who it sends and what it's about.
I find myself in this situation very often lately. I care much about people and what they think about me. Especially the people I care about. I want them to like me as much as I like them.

There is this boy. He is different. Weird some people may call him. But I like that. I like him. And after what happend with my ex, he is the first person I feel this kind of way again. It's weird but also a very nice feeling. It's a complicated feeling and hard to explain.

He confuses me sometimes. He makes me feel wanted and loved but also hated and feel like a traitor. I don't want to feel this way, but I also kinda do. I want to give him the love and care I havent been able to give anyone since I last felt this way.

I'll do everything I can to make sure you know I care.