Is this really love? (Hayes Grier fanfic)

Chapter 31- Sometime soon

Hayes POV:

"No don't try and think you can get me to forgive you Hayes!" She yelled at me as I watched her run past me hearing the bathroom door slam shut.

She's gone, my one and only girl is gone what the fuck have I done. "Ugh fuck!" I yelled slamming my hand onto the kitchen bench, running my hand though my hair again. Right when I about to go and pick something up and break it Hunter came running up the hall, his face was concerning as usual.

"Is everything okay I heard yelling so I just came to see what's going on?" He looked around the kitchen and round the corner by the tv, I'm guessing looking for Livy.

"I fucked up man I really did and now she's gone.." I leaned over the bench placing my elbows on it. He just looked at me confused for a second before he spoke again.

"What happened Hayes" he said his voice changing tone slightly as he came and propped himself next to me. I took a deep breath just getting ready to tell him all the shit I have done.

"I kissed another girl and she saw the messages on my phone" I said very slowly and quietly so he could get the message. After I said that he looked at me blankly opening his mouth as he was about to speak.

"Why Hayes, why the hell would you do that to an innocent girl like her?" His face was disgusted at what I just said, I was too. I stood their shrugging my shoulders as he kept giving me that look.

"Well I'm gonna go find her just wait here a second" he sighed as he turned and ran into the hall, I'm guessing he looked in the bathroom or something..

Wow I really need to sort my shit out and try get her to talk to me or I'm dead.

Hunters POV:

When Hayes told me what he had done I was so... Well disappointed in him. I don't know how he could do that to her, I know I would never do that.

But right now besides that I need to find her.

I looked into a few rooms and she didn't come up anywhere, I passed the bathroom to go to Cams room, when I heard a lot of crying coming from inside the bathroom. I put my ear to the door and listened for a bit and I knew it was her.

I slowly went to turn the door handle and she had locked herself in there, now I was worried..

"Liv it's me Hunter can you open the door" I said softly hoping she would just let me in to see her but that didn't happen at all.

"Go away please you don't care about me at all anyway" she whispered, I was just lucky to hear her even. I tried the door again knocking and rattling the door, still she didn't budge.

"I do care and so does Hayes, very very much you need to let me in so I know your okay" my voice worried and calm as possible. I waited for a reply but I heard nothing but light sobs.

Livy's POV:

I still can't believe he did such a thing like this, I never thought it would happen this soon. I love him but I'm so angry and upset at the same time, I really need someone right now. I know Hunter is trying to come in but I'm to sad to see anyone you know?

Depression flooded through my head, overdose, cutting and burning. Things I never wanted to do again. Though it felt like the darkness was calling my name to come over, that's just what I wanted to avoid so bad.

I looked over to the draws and pulled it open to a sight of razors which I had put in there. I took the razor out of the draw and removed the blades from it, leaving the small silver blade in my hand.