One jump from the edge ( Sander sides) Neko Virgil

9) The idea

I couldn't do it I never wanted this My silent cry's were slowly getting louder and louder till it caught the attention of the prince like character he came over and tried to calm me down but It was no use there's no point in helping a worthless freak that deserves to die it's not like anyone cares- I suddenly pulled into a hug the voice went away form this sudden action it was comforting being in the warmth and protection of his arms kind like... I didn't realize but I was longing for attention and love which is common in Neko's but wasn't something I was used to... at least not anymore
After that he asked what happened but I stayed silent I didn't want him thinking I'm pathetic but you are pathetic I know I know but he doesn't know that yet I don't trusting them yet but I have been getting more Comfortable around them they're probably just doing what he did get you attached and comfortable so when they leave it hurts you because that's all you deserve pain I know I know with hearing these voices repeat the same thing over and over again all you may say is I know I know I'm worthless I know I'm a ...f-freak god why does that word hurt so much because it describes me perfectly out of no where Roman picks me up and screams
Roman- "Disney Movies!"
We watched movies for the rest of the day and it was calming but I did something I shouldn't have I let him in and ended up falling asleep
I'm his lap
Roman POV.
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I found Virgil crying I went and hugged him but when that wasn't working I thought of the most brilliant idea that included my love of Disney I pick up Virgil and I then scream "Disney Movies!" And ran into my room and set everything up it was actually calm and relaxing I swear I even heard him purr which was ADORABLE put that's not all he did he fell asleep god he look so at peace that there was no way I was going to wake him up and I then cam e up with another amazing idea for the next month