𝕋𝕣𝕠𝕡𝕚𝕔𝕒𝕝 𝕃𝕠𝕧𝕖 ||| Jeon Jungkook FF [EDITING]

Chpater 28

Sara's POV
Someone grabbed my hand and dragged me to my studio. I looked at who it was and it was jungkook.
Sara: Yah!! Let me go!!!
I wiggles out of his grip and sat on my chair. I had put on "start over again" last night. The song me and suga worked for.
Jungkook: is that your new track?
He said looking close to the screen.
Sara: none of your business.
I change to another track before he could read the lyrics and make comments about it. Since I know he wanted to collab with me.
Jungkook: are you releasing a song with suga hyung?
He asked as I nodded with my eyes sparkling.
Sara: yes it's going to be released at 12am today.
I said excitedly. I looked at him and he didn't seem to like it. Is he jealous that I'm close to one of his hyung? But what I saw in his profile said that he's scared of girls. (Fact of the real world. But it has changed now guys so don't get too freaked out.)
Jungkook: I'll be leaving.
He left. I felt some guilty of not letting the other members of his group know about this. So after some fixing on my own songs. I decided to talk to suga about the matter. He could let the other know about the song. They could listen to it when it gets released. As I was walking down the hallway I heard loud music from the practice room. I went near to the room and it had written BTS.
Sara: so this is their practice room. It's pretty close to my studio. I heard j-hope call our break time so I thought it would be a good time to talk about it. I walked in and as soon as jungkook realized his eyes went big to see my presence here all of a sudden.
Sara: guys do you mind if I borrow suga out with me for a moment?
I said looking at j-hope then suga. He looked exhausted and tired from all the choreography.
J-hope: sure but be quick.
I nodded and gestured suga to follow me. As we both got out of the room. I gave him a bottle of cold water.
Sara: here.
Suga: oh so you came to give me this.
Sara: no. I came to talk to you about our song.
He almost choked on his water.
Suga: what. Is something wrong with it?
Sara: no. It's just that u want all the other members of your team to know about this. Just tell them to listen to it when it gets released. I think mr.wang will release it at 12am.
Suga: sure anything for you m'am.
He said bowing his head. I was shocked by his sudden action. I chuckled after he stood back straight up.
Suga: what's funny?
He said with his eyes totally closed and his lips a parted from each other. I laughed at it while walking away to my studio.
Suga's POV
After she left laughing at my weird behaviour. I walked in the practice room and it went silent.
Suga: let's start the chore again.
I said walking to the sound tracker.
Jungkook: hyung who gave you the water bottle? You didn't have it when you were leaving.
Shit now what do I tell him.
Suga: before I got in. Jessica was waking with cold water bottles. She looked at me and gave me one.
I said very calmly.
Jungkook: but it doesn't loo-
Taehyung: jungkook. Just let it go. It's just a bottle.
He rolled his eye and we did our dance. After our practice.
Suga: guys.
RM: yeah. Do you have anything to say?
Suga: do you guys want to hear my new track?
RM: oka- WHAT? WHEN? How did you make a new track? You didn't even have your studio things here.
Suga: I did a collaboration.
RM: tell me you are lying.
Suga: I never lied about anything.
RM: who did you collab with?
Suga: P.A.R.K S.A.R.A.
RM: can I listen to it?
Suga: sure you can when it gets released.
Taehyung: and when is it getting released?
Suga:at 12am.
Jimin: I'd love to listen to it. I can't wait till 12am.
After I told them. They all seemed to be happy. But I noticed jungkook zones off. What's wrong with him.
Suga: jungkookie can I talk to you for a minute?
He nodded as I gestured him to follow me. As we got out of the room.
Suga: what's wrong with you kookie?
Jungkook: you. Your my problem.
What?What does he mean?
Suga: what do yo-
Jungkook: stop pretending hyung. I know you still love her.
Suga: jungkook is this about the song?
Jungkook: yes this morning I went to her studio and the song that was played on the background was "start over again". As I looked closely there were Korean lyrics and before I could read them she changed it to another track. What's with that changing?
Suga: you getting it wron-
Jungkook: hyung I thought you'd help me to get her this time. But it's happening just what it was like 6 years ago.
Suga: are you just gonna fight with me for her? Go and tell her the truth. She'll probably understand.
Jungkook: but every time I'm around her she always ign-
Sara: suga. I need you to help me with something. Come here.
I looked at her and then jungkook. I could tell that he's not happy. But what can I say.
Suga: sure what is it?
Sara: come with me to my studio.
She grabbed my wrist and dragged me with her. As I got in it was completely dark. She let go of me.
Suga: Sara. What is the thing you wanted me to help you with?
Sara: ta-da.
The lights came back. She was holding a cake. That's had my name on it. Wait what's today.
March 9.
Suga: you still remember my birthday.
She nodded.
Sara: blow the candles before it gets melted.
I blew the candles and Jessica came out clapping.
Sara's POV
After I talked to him. I went to the subway to get something that's when I heard some fans saying it's suga's birthday. Wait what's today. I checked my calendar and it was suga's birthday. So I decided to buy a cake and surprise him. I went back and put the cake in my studio.
Sara: they're probably done by now.
I said to myself walking towards their room. As I got closer I heard two people talking. As I realized who it was.
Sara: suga I need you to help me with something. Come here.
I said walking towards the both. He looked at me and then jungkook.
Suga: sure what is it?
Sara: come with me to my studio.
I grabbed his wrist and pulled him with me to my studio. I let him go after we got in. The lights were already turned off. I got his cake.
Suga: Sara. What is the thing you wanted me to help you with?
Sara: ta-da.
Jess turned on the lights and I held up his cake in front of him.
Sara: blow the candles before it gets melted.
He looked at me then blew the candles. And Jessica came out of the back clapping. He took the cake out of my hand as I clapped with her.
Suga: was this a surprise?
Sara: yes my boy.
He looked at me shocked. I smiled at him. He took the knife and cut the cake. He feed me a piece while I did the same. He was about to feed Jessica but she backed off.
Jessica: no no it's okay. It's your time to celebrate. Don't mind me. I never did anything. M'am was the one who brought the cake.
Sara: no no.
Suga: you brought this for me.
He looked surprised. I nodded smiling at him.
Just then the door opened.
Jungkook: hyung we're go-
He stopped his sentence and looked shocked.
Jungkook: we're going home.
He looked at me and left.
Sara: that was weird.
Suga: I better get going.
He was about leave but I grabbed his wrist.
Sara: you forgot to take this.
I hanged him a box of chocolates. It was packed with nice birthday wrapping.
Suga: thanks.
He hugged me. I hugged him back before pulled out.
Suga: we'll see you at 12am.
Sara: you bet.
He left.
Jessica: that was so cute. You never did this before.
Sara: I did this cause I think I've been with him before.
Jessica: do you remember where and when?
Sara: sadly no. But I feel happy to have him around.
After the surprise party the day went normally. I was in the building at my studio. It was 11:37pm. The door opened.
???: you're still here.
I turned and it was suga.
Sara: what are you doing here at this time?
Suga: I came here to get something and the light of your studio was turned on so I decided to check.
He said showing his gummy smile. It's so cute.
Sara: well since it's already midnight. Let's wait for the song to be released and see how it goes.
He nodded and sat in the chair next to me.
Suga: can I listen to that track?
He said pointing to my new track that I've worked on. I nodded and started the track. He put on my headphones and listened to it looking at the lyrics. As soon as the song was finished. He looked at me. His eyes telling me every single detail of how he feels.
Suga: the best.
Sara: thanks.
I said leaning back on my chair. But I was taken aback by his sudden question.
Suga: when did you start to writing songs? And where did you learn it?
Sara: umm...
I actually didn't know the answer myself.
Sara: I don't know. It was probably in me. I guess.
Giving him a weird look. He nodded. Later as the time passed we were laughing at jokes he had me. Just then my phone vibrated. I looked at it and it was a message from jungkook.
Jungkook: I miss you. Do you miss me too? It's been a long time since you and me had a proper conversation. I want to talk to you. Where are you? I'll even fly to you just tell me.
I was so shocked by his sudden message. I texted back.
Sara: are you sick? Is everything okay?
Jungkook: no. Nothing is okay. I'm heartbroken. And it's because of someone I loved but she left me for her job and another man.
Now what am I supposed to do. I looked over to suga and he was closing his eyes.
Sara: um suga. Let me drop you home. It's not safe for you to go home alone.
Just then my phone vibrated again. I looked at it.
Jungkook: where are you? I want to see you. I know you're with someone else. But I want to see you. Please come back.
Suga interrupted me.
Suga: sure let's go.
He stood up from the chair. I put my thing in my bag and we went to my car. I was driving the car when my phone vibrated again. I ignored it and dropped suga off at his house.
Suga: that's for today.
Sara: my pleasure.
He gave me his gummy smile and I drove off the nearest river. I got out and sat on one of the benches.
Sara: Bogosipda mom and dad.
A tear fell from my eyes. I quickly wiped it away.
Sara: no. I can't. I live a happier life without them.
I leaned back in the bench and my eyelids are slowly closing. I shook my head and stood up. I got in my car and drive home. As soon as I got in I felt different. It was much cleaner then before. Then I noticed a note on the counter.

Note: to my long lost girlfriend. I love you. The reason why you may feel different now is because I was here and cleaned all the mess for you. It's Just you couldn't realize me earlier. I loved you before. I am loving you and will still you the only you in my life. You loving boyfriend.

who are you just tell me? I want to know everything. I seemed to forget my real self after I came to LA. I love you my long lost boyfriend. I hope you show up soon. I can't seem to remember you and I'm sorry for that. I hope you show yourself to me some of these days.

I wrote it on a piece of paper and left it beside the note. I went to my room. Took a shower and went to sleep listening to the new song that I released hour ago. It was calm and perfect to make me drift to sleep.
The next morning
I woke up by the sound of my alarm. I rolled out of my bed and did my morning routine. I took a shower and wore a simple white puma hoodie and black ripped jeans with white converse. I put my hair into a high ponytail and went downstairs. I took my keys and headed out the door. I looked at the there was another piece of paper. I walked to it and put it in my pocket.
Sara: I'll read it once I reach my studio.
I drove off to the wangs building and was greeted by Jessica. I parked the car and got out. I walked to the entrance.
Jessica: good morning Sara-ah.
I nodded. Although she is my assistant but she is 3years older then me.
Jessica: have you had your breakfast?
Sara: no I haven't. can you bring me some?
She nodded and left. I went to my studio without any interruptions. As I sat down. I remembered the note. I took it out. It was different.

Note: to my love. I'll come to you and tell you the truth behind your life. I'll show you the real you and I'll do that by showing you myself. You haven't seem to realize who I am. So I guess I gave you show myself to you. I'm always with you. It's just sad that you don't realize my presence. When I show my self to you and once I get you in my arms. I won't ever let you go anywhere. I may regret everything I did before but not my mistake of losing you this time. Love you.

That was weird. But I hope I find the person I loved before soon. And I can't seem to notice his presence. It's different.
Jessica: are you okay?
I came back to reality and shoved the piece of paper in my pocket. I shook my head and took the bag of food out of her hand.
Sara: thanks. Do you want a day off today?
Jessica: are you serious?
Sara: you can have a day off since you are a regular worker. I give you a free time today. Have all to yourself.
She nodded while smiling at me like a little kid who has been just given a lollipop right now. She bowed and left my studio. I quickly ate my breakfast and as I was going to drink water my phone rang making me almost jump. Since no one call me at this time. I looked at it and it was mr.wang. I picked it up.
Sara: hello.
Mr.wang: uhh my best singer. Are you free now?
Sara: yeah...I'm on my studio and just finished my breakfast.
Mr.wang: well when you are settled. Can you come to my office? I have something important to talk about.
Sara: I'll be there in a few minutes.
I hanged up. I drank my water and headed towards mr.wang's room. As I got in it was quite. The bts members were all there.
Sara: I'm here.
He looked at me.
Mr.wang: why are you wearing something so simple. I mean it's good but..
I was shocked. He never complemented me like this.
Sara: but what?
Mr.wang: never mind. Sit down.
There was only one vacant seat which was between jungkook and suga. I sat down.
Mr.wang: so the bts members. I mean particularly jungkook wanted you to join with their love yourself:speak yourself tour. Would you like to join?
Sara: umm....

Author's note:

Guys. Are you liking this? I don't think it's going too well. I have a feeling that it's not good enough. I've been getting involved into my sports so I don't have much time. But I try to keep three to four hours at least to update on my ff. If you are liking my ff. Please read. "The cold girl and the playboy". Along with. "Different worlds". Thanks for reading my ff. Please comment and vote for it.
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