𝕋𝕣𝕠𝕡𝕚𝕔𝕒𝕝 𝕃𝕠𝕧𝕖 ||| Jeon Jungkook FF [EDITING]

Chapter 35

I kept my head down as the platform started going up. The bright light hitting my face. I heard the little violin playing by the note. And I started singing my part.

(Again provided by the author. Okay. When you see ' ' you'll know that they are singing but the other parts are the same.)

'When my first sight landed on you
When my heart starting beating every time I saw you
I knew I had this feeling of being in love
The love which was eternal
And that love was from you'

I stopped singing as suga came up rapping to his part. It rang like something different into my ears.

'I remember
The first day you entered the school ground
A sudden magic light from you soul
That covered my chest with the warmth of love
I thought you didn't have anything towards me
But everything changed between us
When you answered with a "yes"
I couldn't tell my feelings because I was afraid
Afraid to lose you forever
And my fears got all over me
When I did'

I took a deep breath before singing my part staring at suga in the eyes. He did the same.

'I tried, tried my best to make you the happiest
But the cruel world doesn't listen to us
It doesn't want happy endings'

But he looked at the audience. I closed my eyes and sang the tests of the part also facing the audience.

'Though my wish is to make a happy ending
Without you all my happiness are
Drowned into the depth of ocean'

I opened my eyes and looked around the podium as suga rapped.

'The time you left without an explanation
I feel into depression
The surrounding around my told me that you were
Gone and never gonna come back.
But my heart always hopes you'd come back
Come back into my arms.
The cruel world was pity enough to fulfill my wish.
It brought us both back together
The us which can never be broken again'

He looked at me with all passion. I just smiled as he slayed the rest of his part.

'But things have changed
You don't seem to remember me and I think
It's now the best to start over again
And time to tell you my real feelings
Which I couldn't do before'

I looked back at the audience

'All I wanted was just happiness
The happiness is with you.
So tell me can. I. Have. It'

We both looked at each other walking close, we both held out hands, still looking at each other in the eyes as we sing together.

'My feelings towards you
Are still the same
But let's make up again
And built up the new us
To love each other truly
So let's start over again
Start over again
To make both of us happy
Like none in this universe
I will stay by your side
No matter what happens
So let's promise each other
To love truly'

We released our hands and I gripped my both hands on the microphone and sang the last two words.

'Love~truly~'

The crowd went viral with cheers and whistles. I held onto he microphone as the other members of BTS joined the two of us, which made it less awkward between me and suga.

RM: thank you ARMY's for all of your support and love for us.

He explained as all the other members gave short speeches before we all waved goodbye's to them and went backstage again. I went straight to the dressing room without any further conversation. It's been already too much of awkwardness and I am greying a weird feeling when I'm around suga. 

Jessica: you were as great as before.

She complimented handing me my next outfit for the dinner together. I changed into the black outfit and they applied make-up.

*time skip to dinner*

I sat down with Mr.wang waiting for everyone to arrive.

After some time everyone seemed to be present. Mr. wang stood up from his chair and held up his glass of red wine.

Mr. wang: I celebrate the first concert along with Sara and BTS.

We clicked our glasses with the people we had on our left and right. Well I only had mr. wang by me since I was sitting at the end of the table. Not because there weren't any seats left but I wanted to.

MR.Wang: Sara, SAra, SARA.

I looked at him.

Sara: yes.

MR.Wang: I had been calling your name for the last 2 minutes. Is there anything wrong?

Sara: No. it's just that I'm tired.

I lied. In reality I'm very eager to know what happened in my past.

MR.Wang: Do you want to go back to the hotel and rest?

I simply nodded.

MR.Wang: ok. I'll tell the maids to drop your food when you get there.

Sara: Alright.

I stood up catching all the eyes on me. For me I didn't have to speak.

Mr.Wang: she's leaving early. Don't mind her.

I bowed and walked through the exit. As I got out the cold air blew on my face sending shivers down my veins. Soon I saw my driver and I open the door when he parked in front me. I sat down in the back. As he drive towards the hotel.

Sara: thanks.

I hooped out and walked unit the hotel making my way towards the elevator

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I say down on the bed after taking a long hot refreshing shower. I got my vlog camera out and plugged it to my laptop. As it connected, I watched the video which is still not done but it's half way through. It's basically a 'self-video'. So far, it only the memories of me at the LA beach and at some basketball matches that I went to a few months ago.

Sara: Ugh!! Nothing is coming out. Where should I go next? I d-

I was cut off mid-sentence by a gentle knock on the door. I got up and opened the door to reveal.........

......... a waitress with a tray of food. I moved aside to let her in.

Waitress: you can call us anytime if you need anything.

She said as she bowed.

Sara: Ok.

She closed the door walking out. I don't feel like eating anything. Wait, there's 'red wine'. I opened the bottle and poured it on the glass.

Sara: Finally!! Some drunken time.

I grabbed the whole bottle and drank the rest of it. Who would actually wait and pour glasses of this?

Sara: cheers to myself!!

After drinking the while bottle I fell back on the bed. It felt good. I can't believe they gave a whole bottle for me. The hotel must be insane. My eyes almost closed until I heard another gentle knock on the door. I got up and opened the door. At I saw the person my eyes grew bigger.

Sara: Jimin?