The Unexpected

Ruined

Darling I think we're  ruined. I regret everything I said. I regret  telling how I feel. It caused us to fight to much. It caused you to feel the doubt  I do. I caused you ro ache. I made you mad and I sit here sad. Maybe we're  not meant to be. I hurt to much can't you see? I always hoped it'd be you and me. But I'm drowning in the  sea. I've lost you so it seems. My demons work in teams. They tare me down. After you try to build me back up. You never see what I see. You never see I ruined I am. I destroyed I always will be. I'm broken. I'm lost. My hearts a hell of a lot colder that jack frost. Me loving you was no mistake. But you loving me? I don't  you've  ever made a bigger mistake.......I'm ruined can't you see? I'm ruined. I'm no longer me. I'm different  from when we met. I love you still. I always will. Don't  forget that my darling puppy. I'm no Angel. But I'll  always be faithful to only you. My heart yours. Along with my body and soul. I lo e my darling puppy. With my everything. But why you love me? I still cannot see. I'm ruined. But you still fingers a way. I hope that forever you'll  stay. But I understand if you choose not to. I'm to ruined for you..... please  don't  think I want to give up. I can't lose you.  Without you I'm so blue. I'm sad and mad. I go insane. But to you I must be a pain. I lo e you my puppy. With my body heart and soul to death......