I sat in my bed. Yes him and I texted but he speaks of another girl. He says things that up set me. Like how much he loves her and thinks she's perfect. All the things he said to me when he was mine. When I see him with her I see the way her looked at me. Like I was his world. But now she's his world and I'm an old friend. He says he won't forget me. He says he'll always love me.
He tells me not to hurt myself and that his heart will always be mine. But if his heart was mine, like mine is his, then he'd be here with me. Not texting and being with her. He'd be here to take the razor and to wipe away my tears. He'd sing me songs that make me smile. And once again make my life worth while. But now you are hers and I should just let go. I want to forget you cause you'll forget me I know. But if you never know anything I want you to know just this I love you so much and from me you're always missed.
You may have broken my heart after piecing it back together but I'll always love you no matter the weather. You'll always hold the key to my heart and a price of my soul. All of which I gave to you without a toll. I'll love you forever and always no matter what. Even as I drag this blade across my skin. Even as my body go's numb and my blood is getting thin.
You gave me my best memories and times to never forget. I hope I did the same for you and that you will do the same. Remember me and all we had but try not to feel sad. I would hate it if you were like me and always felt bad. I love you forever and always no matter what. And remember my darling that no matter how far apart love shall connect us heart to heart
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The Unexpected
RandomThis is a collection of random out bust and just how I feel or what's going on in my mind. some may be cheery but most will be sad
