I cant explain the hatred i have towards you right now
But I still find love in you
No ones has ever told me my smile was beautiful and meant it like you did
But I need to remember that this was a dream and I was pinched far to hard
I felt the happiest in your arms but i knew one day you'd let me fall
I knew this was gonna happen but it still broke me to the farthest shadder
You're the one who broke me and made me feel happy inside
You are the best and worst decision I made
You were such a beautiful mistake
And I was the one who fell for it
Fell for you
I was a loaded gun and you pulled the trigger
I was the grenade and you pulled the cap
You drug me down until my knees bled and when you were rescued you told them you were the only one down there
And I still seem to trust you
You're not babe, baby, or boo
You're just "I wish we were still together, I wish you loved me, I miss you"
But it seems like i'm the only one saying these things
I call your name down a long tunnel and the echoe isn't loud enough to get to you
You can't hear me over our hearts thumping
You will forget our love and realize her echo is right next to you and it booms much more stronger than mine
Because I have became weak
Because of you
And I can't explain how much I want to give up on you
But I still love you
