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For a few moments, they laid there in silence. Taking in everything that was said between the two before Jungkook started to feel an overwhelming guiltiness for going off at Taehyung like that when they just went through an attack on the pack. "I'm sorry Taehyung. I think... I think I just let everything fall from my shoulders." Jungkook looked up at Taehyung with a saddened expression.

"I was not trying to guilt-trip you or make you feel like you are in any way the bad guy here. I just... I needed you to hear what I had to say. You have your side of things and so do I. Almost losing you scared the hell out of me. Literally I had no clue what I was going to do without you. Suicide was the only option I could think of and... I know that would be the last option you would want for me but... I can't live without you. I lived twenty-two-years of my life without you and now that you're here... with me? I never want to live without you again."

Taehyung sucked on his bottom lip while running his fingers through Jungkook's hair. Taehyung could hear the regret of saying such things to Taehyung but at the same time, Taehyung did understand why Jungkook said those things. It was not only Jungkook's fault in this case, nor was it only Taehyung's. They both had faults and they both made wrong choices but that is how life works. You learn from the mistakes you make and hopefully grow from those mistakes.

"This baby thing is the second-best thing that ever happened to me and... I do wish you would have told me so we could have had that moment together but this moment right now is everything I could have wished for. I get that you hid it because you weren't sure if you wanted to keep the baby but Taehyung... I would have never forced you to keep our baby. Of course, I would be broken and hurt but... that's your body. I will support whatever you choose."

Taehyung couldn't help but smile at Jungkook who started to open up to him a lot more. Now that Taehyung had put some thought into it. Jungkook never really spoke about his feelings to Taehyung. Their talks usually included how to keep the pack safe and everything else that didn't involve Jungkook's feelings. It saddened him that he did not realize that until now but he was still happy that Jungkook was opening up to him at that moment.

"I understand why you spoke out your feelings and as they did hurt... they were true. I didn't want to understand your side of things. I thought you had it easy since you were born into this type of world. When really... your life is just as hard as mine. I hate, hate, hate that you couldn't just wait a tiny bit longer but! but I understand why you did. Everyone you knew was mating and I see how you would feel left out. When I rejected you the first time, it was because I was scared."

Now it was Jungkook's turn to listen as he got comfortable on the bed. Taehyung still having his fingers run through Jungkook's hair. "I was scared of this life. I had no idea what to expect and I just found out that I was this thing I thought only existed in books. I was afraid. Though the second time... I was driven away. I thought I was doing the right thing for everyone and maybe it did benefit a few people but it didn't benefit me nor did it benefit you. It was never my intention to leave you like that. The moment I found out what was going on with you I came back... because in all honesty Jeon Jungkook, I'll always come back to you."

Jungkook cracked a smile at that, his nose nuzzling against Taehyung's shoulder. "No one said this love shit was easy but I'm up for the challenge. Especially with your sassy attitude." Jungkook broke the special moment they were having with a joke while Taehyung rolled his eyes. "I promise to you I'll try to be the mate you deserve. I also to promise from now on I will tell you everything that you certainly need to know." Taehyung held out his pinky while Jungkook smiled widely, wrapping his pinky finger around Taehyung's pinky.

Bringing the hand closer, Jungkook kissed at Taehyung's pinky.

The next hour involved Jungkook telling Taehyung about how long he had actually been passed out and that was two days. In which Taehyung only thought it had been a couple of hours and so he was in shock for a moment before he remembered back to his 'dream' as he would call it as he didn't really know what else to call it. That caused his throat to close up just by the reality sinking in. Everything hit him like bricks as he thought about the family members.

"My dad..." Taehyung whispered out while looking at Jungkook who stiffened at that. Building up something to tell Taehyung who nodded with a broken smile. "I know... I know he's... yeah. Before I woke up... he was there in my dream with my mom. She was healing me and my dad was saying he wished..." Taehyung couldn't help but get emotional in which he laughed at himself for starting to tear up.

"He said he wished he could have known me longer and that he will always love me and cherish the moment we did have." Taehyung repeatedly wiped away the tears before Jungkook was hugging Taehyung who tried not to cry as he felt like he didn't have a right but it did hurt. The heartache causing him to clench his chest. "I feel like I don't... I don't have a right to cry because I just got to know him. Though that's the thing... I was just getting to know him."

Taehyung sniffled as he calmed down. "I really never thought I would ever see my real dad until everything started falling into place. It was a shame I couldn't meet my mother but my dad... oh my god I can't believe he's really gone." Taehyung breathed out, closing his eyes and trying to get ahold of his thoughts. "We buried him yesterday because his body was... yeah I tried to stop them but we didn't know when you would wake up. Since you were bleeding from your nose and your eyes we pretty much thought you were gone. I'm sorry you couldn't say goodbye."

Taehyung shook his head. "I know he's gone from this earth but... I know that he'll check up on me here and there in my dreams. I hope at least." Taehyung huffed out before leaning on Jungkook again. "I ruined so many people's lives because of just existing," Taehyung spoke softly. Now Taehyung would have to live with that for the rest of his life.

Besides the pup thing, this was also what he did not want. The reason why he thought about leaving the pack so many times was because he didn't want people losing their lives because of him. Yet they both happened, he got pregnant and people lost their lives. Taehyung still didn't know who but he assumed there would be many. "It was not your fault Taehyung."

"Mingyu was the one who couldn't accept that I love you. Even if we didn't meet, he would have done something. For god sakes, the boy killed his mate to be with me! That's fucking crazy and I don't know. If he was capable to do that then he would have been capable of doing anything. I was too in 'love' to see the real side of him and his problems." Jungkook pushed back Taehyung's hair before he looked at Taehyung's tummy with a smile.

"Besides... we have more important topics to talk about other than the man that will not be named anymore." Jungkook tilted his head a bit while he sat up. This made Taehyung smile because it was a common thing for Jungkook to do when he was about to get serious. "We have roughly seven months to plan for our pup. Make some hard decisions because we both know the risks but most importantly I want us both to enjoy this."

Taehyung hummed at that while holding out his hand once again to grab onto Jungkook's. "So we're going to be parents." Taehyung breathed out. The wide smile appearing on Jungkook's face as he nodded a few times before laying back down beside Taehyung and bringing him into a side hug. "My pup is carrying our pup," Jungkook said in a little squeal like voice which made Taheyung laugh. The emotions they were both going through were up and down but the feeling they had right now was unexplainable as they felt very happy with where they were at.