Behind Blue Eyes

Regrets

After that fear toxin induced nightmare he'd had been thinking long and hard about his treatment towards Jason, though every time he had thought about it... He felt sick to his stomach. His toxicity at the time was completely and utterly disgusting. Why had he treated someone so young and so impressionable that horribly? How could he-?!

Would Jason even listen to him now if he wanted to talk to him about it and apologize? Would he even allow him to speak at all?

Dick couldn't blame him if he didn't want to talk about it... part of him doesn't want to either. He doesn't want to acknowledge he did any of the things he did to that boy. He's shocked Jason doesn't hate him after all of it. He was beyond stunned when the younger admitted to loving him while on that truth serum. Though at least he wanted to punch him for how annoying he was. That helped ease his nerves a tad.

He deserved far more than a punch after what all he'd done.

He deserved to be thrown in jail. That's what he felt he could possibly deserve.

The male was still shaking horribly, was the fear toxin still in his system? He didn't know.

His hands fumbled for his cellphone he had dropped after sending the first text the second he woke up. He /needed/ Jason to respond!

[SMS: Jason]

I know you're awake, now please answer me!