{We act like we don't care, don't care about anyone, about anything. We show the world how indestructible and strong we are, but when loneliness creeps along suddenly we are the most vulnerable people. The invisible bridge of emotions is thus broken by us, we become the sole reason for our destruction but there is always a ray of hope which enlightens us even in the darkest hours}
Trust.
Its a very big thing. It's fragile.
Nathan and me : I didn't trust him whole heartedly but his sweet talks, sudden decent behavior played the trick. I trusted him once and what I got in return was indeed awful. I was vulnerable. I needed time to recover after this. God! I can be such a drama queen. I knew it wasnt a big deal but a heart has to romanticize it ofcourse! All I was thinking was what my class mates would be thinking. They would just give me their cold comfort and then behind my back they will go make a cock and bull story. Back bitching was common here. Since people dont have their own lives to go on with they are in a constant need of gossip so that they can have some entertainment in their life. Back to Nathan. How can I let him fool me?
I was sitting on the toilet seat, thinking about the whole thing. Just couldnt get it out of my mind. Forget about Nathan, how can Dimitri be so cheap? If a person likes you, he will possibly try not to be close fisted and here I was experiencing a total different scenario.
Afterall boys.. what can you expect from them? I never ha luck with guys as such, they were in my life just to kill my happiness.
1.My father
2.These two assholes.
My cell phone was continuously vibrating. Rachel. I saw her name on my cell screen. I never wanted Rachel to know how vulnerable I was. But then knowing her, she probably already guessed iy. I was weeping in frustation and if Rachel would have heard me like this, there were possibly two aftermaths :
1. Rachel would have killed Nathan and her rest of life would be spent in jail.
2. Rachel would still have killed Nathan by making it look like an accident. No jail but inner peace by taking revenge.
I wiped off my tears and called her. Pearl just pretend to be normal. Be cheerful. I reminded myself. "Hie, you called? What is it? "
"I know you are quite exhausted by Nathan's nonsense, so stop pretending and please move your ass and open the fucking toilet door 'cause I'm waiting outside and I can hear you cry! " It was so difficult to convince her. As usual. Try to throw dust in her eyes and it is worthless. I wanted to apologise for lieing to her.
I opened the toilet door. I saw her standing right in front of the mirror. My eyes were red, swollen and my face was all sticky from the coke and my crying. She glared at me. She said nothing but hugged me tightly. Glow rose up my cheeks. Atleast I was happy that there was someone who I could rely on even if the situation was to chose between the devil and the deep sea.
When you think that the game is up, a single, tight, warm hug from your best friend can lighten you up.
"If you hug me so tightly, there's 101% chance that I will suffocate to death." I giggled.
"Ohh, you thought I was hugging you?" She gave me a sarcastic reply. Sarcasm. She excelled at it.
My heart was delighted, delighted by her presence. We both exchanged smiles.
"Raech, I'm in no mood to attend lectures, lets go at my place and do some research, what say?"
"Sure, just wash your fussy face, it's almost like you didn't have bath for two days"
INSULT? Our friendship was based 80% on insult , rest 20% included people we hate, common liking and disliking and yeah, love.
We both left school and headed home.
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I know I have not yet given description of Pearl, but I'm saving it so that I can describe it from p.o.v of someone special *_*
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