For The Likes (L.M X H.H)✅

12.

"Alright, this song is going to get y'all off your feet. Let's go!" Seungmin says into the mic pointing to them as the beginning of the song began to play, it becoming very obvious of what the song was. 

"It's a sweet chaos
니가 등장하면서부터
내 삶과 꿈 미래 그 모든 게 바뀌어" 

Everyone sang along with Seungmin at the top of there lungs, Jeongin eventually picking up a mic of his own to sing along side with him. 

"IT'S A SWEET CHAOOOOOSSS!" Minho had never felt such joy in so long until this very day and he couldn't be more grateful for Hyunjin and his friends for making this day possible. Hyunjin was pouring shots of soju for everyone as they passed it down for each person to get one. Hyunjin was about to pour one for Minho when he stops himself and remembers that the older was sober. Hyunjin sets the bottle back down on the table infront of them. 

"You can drink if you want to, I'm not going to judge you or control you from doing it" Minho tells him, looking over at the others to watch them down their shots. 

"It doesn't feel right to drink if you can't" Hyunjin tells Minho, grabbing the older hand to intertwine there fingers. 

"You're a really great actor you know" Minho tells him with a small smile, both looking into each other eyes. 

"I'm not acting right now, and I never was" Hyunjin tells Minho, watching the stars sparkle in Minho hazel eyes as he stared back at him with shock. Minho wants to so badly to believe Hyunjin words, his heart said 'yes' while his mind said 'no'. 

"You're so funny" Minho falsely laughs as he punches Hyunjin shoulder before getting up from his seat and releasing there hands. Seungmin song ended and Minho felt like singing was the only way to get rid of this guilt that's been eating him up and to finally express himself in a better way. 

The group watches what song Minho is typing in since it's being displayed on the large TV screen. Minho scrolls to click on the song of his choice; Holland- Loved you Better. Everyone gasped in surprised by the song since it was a really deep ballad of a song and nobody has every really heard Minho sing before. The beginning of the music starts to play and the lyrics began to display onto the screen, Minho began to sing with his back turned to everyone to immerse himself. 

"My night is falling apart I'm losing the light inside of me I feel like something's gone wrong, I don't know why, nooo"

Hyunjin scoots in the edge of his seat to hear the lyrics closely. He wanted to understand what it meant and the meaning behind Minho pain.

"People try to step on me And kill the flame inside of me Is there somewhere that'll hear me out?" Minho sings, feeling reminded of that ttraumatic event of all the things Changbin had said to him before he shot him.

"The sky is strewn with countless falling stars (Falling) Get up, shout and run towards the sky (Towards the sky)" His heart aches but he felt it become open, opening his eyes to blink his tears down his cheeks.

"Sweep your hair aside and open your eyes
Let everyone see you
Ignore their stares, just look ahead That's your way, that's the answer
Now I treat myself like a queen
I'm going to give myself everything There's just one thing left to think about" Minho felt his soul coming back to life, like all his anger, his tears, his pain and heartbreak finally being sealed and thrown out of his wounded body.

"So many ways that I wish I loved you better..." Minho feels everything from his heart and his head become as clear as day. He's hated himself everyday for three years since that tragedy and he was finally ready to start loving himself, and someone else.