White Masked King

Chapter (3)

H left to his home, couldn't sleep that night he was laying on his bed, he didn't know what's going in his head for once in his life, H always thought that he understands himself.. and no one did except him. H felt that the death of 30,000 Soldiers and 20,000 civilians is his responsibility. He started to think about his life, his childhood, and all what he had been through and asked himself is it really worth taking that step to go back in time and make a difference.

H always wanted to make a change but couldn't do a change, since he was a little kid before he even enter the kindergarten and he was asking his parents why should we eat this or do that, why can't I do whatever I want even if it harms me, and yeah they thought he was funny, cute and laughed, they didn't bother themselves to try and understand him, and support him.

He grew up, did a lot of problems in the kindergarten even though he was a fast learner. Went to elementary school, which he had some hard times, according to the education system he was in, he can't be different, and that was a serious issue for H. Teachers were tired they just wanted to finish their work day so they never listened for their students, not even H, "you know kids and blah blah".

He grew up went to the middle school, it was fun and did hurt him much, he started to be different and becomes himself, he began asking the teachers questions they never knew the answer of, even when they search on the internet they can't find the answer, he was unique, remember "WAS" but yeah everything comes to an end at some point.

The teachers decided to bring his parents and started to criticize him "Your child always has something to say, either good or bad, he always has an opinion it's good, but by time we got a headache, he even sometimes criticize the exams, which no one ever did. The teachers got a headache." The Principal said.

H stepped in that "INTERESTING" topic and said "Wait, at least I have the right to answer back If the teachers got a headache from what i say and ask them, why didn't they tell me to stop speaking to them, or they are busy.. I mean I never spoke to them at any time they were busy at, or even tired I always tried my best to choose the right time, this is not a proper education system nor a proper school, and i have my reasons to say that, for instance the history teacher doesn't teach anymore, or anything related to our history that we should be proud of.. he just sits down, put his legs on the disk and sleeps, how are we supposed to learn about the things that makes us who we are and about those who died for us.., the math teacher always gives us hard materials in the exam that are not found in the book and never explains.. and when we tell him that, he gets mad, and never listens to us, I mean no teacher does, even the English teacher who should teach us our language says "come on guys, it's your language and you know it already go and play some sports." We never had a real study in this messed up education system.. and then you blame me for my passion for learning?"

The principal said "yeah great speech if you really want to make a difference, why don't you talk to the mayor, or to the Minister of education or the president he might care."

H's speech only got him more trouble; he got kicked from school, yes kicked from school ironically. Another reason for getting kicked not only his aggressive speech but also when he got back to his class all his classmates laughed at him and the principal asked them "So, yeah he says that the English teacher let you guys go and play sports and he doesn't teach is that true?"

the reply was "He is crazy, he sometimes imagine things that never happened, and according to Democracy and freedom of speech  that he speaks of, we didn't allow "Elect" him to speak for us, we have tongues to speak with". "Tongues you say?, what's a need of a tongue with an empty brain, or a tongue that is not going to be used for good?, what you have is a snake that infects the society with poison, tell me, what's the need of your tongue?" H replied. They made him look as an incompatible person, sick person, while they were the sick ones.

H changed schools to continue his study at High school.. as usual it was hard for him to follow the society rules and becomes a "sheep" "Follower". H didn't follow the people in school and class.. that he even had harder times than he did in the middle school.

Then he decided to study psychology as a major in college.. he succeeded and was from the top 10 students in his college. but couldn't find a job after he graduated in his country that supported medical psychology.. Ignorant people.. but that's the path he chose, so he decided to become a history teacher.

He grew up now, all his dreams had been crushed.. he thought about the number of lies he lived in.. ironically it was for his entire life, Is that the right time to change the world and save humanity?. H was thinking about the meaning of humanity and are humans really worth saving.. and sacrifice..?. He will save thousands of lives but probably not humanity or even a whole country.. he is afraid that the change happens for a short period of time, still is he even sure that those who comes after will not ruin what their ancestors did and fought for?.. Because that what happened in front of his eyes in the past few years.