It has now been 3 days since I started at this school and I already have a huge crush on someone who I feel hates me...
I asked my friend
"Does he have a crush...?"
"No. Why?" My friend replys
"Just...curious...does he hate me?" I ask
"No. He had a crush a few years ago but she left him and he is hurt from it." He says
"Oh..." I reply
So is that why he doesn't talk to me? Maybe he doesn't hate me after all he just doesn't trust me...could I have a chance at love...?
Now remember this boy was my very first crush...so I didn't know how to go about it all...my heard races when he is around...I can't help but smile he is just so cute...smart...kind...handsome...
"Ugh! Snap out of it!! He will never like me..! He probably still likes that girl..." I thought
He still doesn't talk to me that much and I guess that's because he still doesn't trust me...should I confess? No...i can't...he will reject me...
What should I do...?
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my dark past
No Ficciónshe was a godl who used to be so happy...but as she got older things got colder and that's where it all started #depression #hurt #sad #pain #hereitis
