Spinning out: a look into the baker Family

Lovers outside of the ice / consequences of lithium

Kat's P.O.V:
Justin and me went up to his hotel room, as we came inside we kissed already. He had lay his softly hands on the back of my jacket, pulled me closer to himself. My hands followed up around his neck. He hits the door close, lifted me up with his hands and carried me to his bed, the kisses were perfect and just beautiful. He lays me down on his bed. My head was laying on a pillow. He sat down and opened the zipper of the jacket.
„Down with the jacket." smiled he.
And helped me to pull it out. I sat up, my legs were kneeling to him. We looked at each other wild. I leaned forward to kiss him, our lips met. His hands were coming under my shirt on my waist.
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Justin's P.O.V:
Kat was just a beauty, the way she kissed me and touched my cheeks with her little hands was a beautiful feeling. She pushed me down on the mattress so we both fall. She was over me, sat up and pulled her shirt down, with her red bra turned she me on. I sat also up, we pulled my shirt down, I started to kiss her neck and opened with my hands her bra. The clothes only fell down on the ground.
Kat and me lay back again, I was down. I felt her with her perfect weight. My hands touched her back, while hers were coming to my head, the left one came to my right hand and held it back. The quilt I pulled until her back and we started to move. Calm and soft. I didn't care if she had a bipolar disorder, I loved her the way she is. We just smiled to each other, after a while I pulled the quilt completely over us.
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Kat's P.O.V:
We were done and I lay on the right side of his bed. My right hand stroked over his chest until the point were the quilt stopped.
„Kat?" asked he. „Since when do you have the disorder?"
„I got it with 8, but the doctors found it first out with 11." - „It was the hell. I need to take the lithium and the meds. Otherwise, you have seen what happens if I don't." answered I and put my head down.
„My Mom also has it. I inherited it from her."
„And your sister?"
I shook my head. „Thanks god she didn't." - „I have bitten myself once. Because I couldn't endure the pressure or as I got panic attacks, to try to calm down and punish me."
„Oh Kat.." said he with sorry.
„But I haven't done it since a few days, so....It's a start."
„What does the disorder do with someone?"
I explained it, but completely i didn't understand it as well.
„I gotta go tomorrow to my old home. To take the rest of my stuff. You wanna come with me?" - „Last time was Jenn with me, but- we aren't friends anymore."
„Why?"
I wasn't sure if I shall tell him it. But it was better if I don't. Instead I only said that we had a fight and we broke the friendship.
„I'm sorry that you got the disorder."
„It's fine."
Our eyes only looked into each other's, I leaned forward and kissed him softly. I love him, everything felt perfect.
„Justin?"
He listened.
„So, when comes the service?"
He laughed. „Tomorrow."
„I wish it would be over." - „The Bipolar disorder."
Justin hugged me very tie and kissed my head. I felt a stroking and closed my eyes slowly.
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The next day appeared, the front garden of my house was with snow covered. I stood on the door with Justin, my Mom opened it.
„Kat..." said she surprised.
„I'm here to take the rest of my stuff." answered I and went pass her.
„Miss Baker." said Justin and followed me into my room, he has a bag and lays it down on my bed.
I started in the drawers to take the other clothes I had left here.
„You have Books?" asked Justin.
„Haha, Funny."
He put them in the bag. Serena came into my bedroom, she looked like she cried.
„Justin, would you Wait for a second?" he nodded.
I took Serena's hand and we went in her bedroom, while Justin looked around my room.
Serena sat down on the bed and I closed the door. I also sat down.
„What's wrong? Still because of the asshole?"
She touched her wrist. I called her name.
„We can make something against him. Don't worry." - „What's with your wrist?" I pulled her sleeve almost up, she tried to hold it back.
„Serena? What's that?"
„Nothing."
„That is a bruise." said I horrified. „Was it Mom?"
„She had last night again an episode and forced me to move furniture and then properly. She says that is training."
„In the break? Did you cool it?"
she nodded.
„It still hurts or?" again a nodding.
„I-I couldn't go to the doctor's office...I didn't want to see him."
„I know. But Serena, you need to check it up. It could be busted or broken."
„Don't overreact Kat, it's just twisted."
„You have awful pains!"
„Kat, let it be."
„Sorry, Serena." I stood up and left the bedroom. She followed me, Justin saw how I went to my Mother in the kitchen.
„Mom!" - „What the hell shall that with Serena?"
„I don't know what do you mean."
„You have let her moved furniture and then properly again! In the cold!"
I saw it on her face and her thumb, she always scratched it if she has the episodes.
„You didn't take your meds again... you promised it!" - „Did you think of Serena in only one minute?"
„Kat, stop." whispered my sister.
Justin just looked and was a little bit shocked. I had enough of my Mom.
„Why you didn't take your meds?"
„Y'all will leave me alone!" - „You, Mitch and someday Serena!"
„When you're keep doing like that, it doesn't surprises me!"
she slapped me one on my cheek. She only did it one time and it was as she forced Serena to take 30 walks in the garden. I looked to Serena.
„Go and take the necessary stuff." - „Now."
Serena went in her bedroom. I wanted to go after her, my Mom held my arm tie.
„Who the hell you think you are?!" - „You won't take Serena away from me!"
„I will, until you learned to take your meds!"
„You won't! I'm her Mother and not you!"
„Stop!" - „Justin, go please to Serena and wait with her in the car."
He did and Serena has a little bag with herself and left the House.
„Kat?"
„I'm coming soon."
My mom wanted pass me to Serena, but I held her back.
„It's enough! The psychiatry didn't work. You will never change..."
„You can't endure it that I prefer Serena over you!"
„You have hurt her, twice already! You aren't healthy right now!" - „Take your lithium and calm down."
„Why? It doesn't uses anything..." said she desperate and kind of hurt.
„You need to take the meds. You have a attack right now." - „I'll give you, the lithium and you take it while I watch it. Like last time. Okay?" - „Did you understand me?"
she nodded. And we did it as I said it. She took the lithium, but it takes a few minutes until it works.
„Now, lay yourself down and try to be calm."
„Wow Kat..." I looked confused.
„You proofed again that you are not perfect for the skating... who was too stupid to make the one move right? I wasn't it."
„Mom, calm down." tried I to say calm.
„I won't! At least I hadn't the accident!"
„Without you, I wouldn't have had it!" answered I mad.
„Maybe the accident was fate. You don't belong to the ice. As counter force you fit better."
„Stop.."
„Why Kat? Can't you bear the truth?! The poor Kat fell..."
„Mom, stay calm-" I had tears in my eyes. She isn't herself right now. I felt that Justin came to me and touched my arm.
„We shall go." I only nodded.
„Maybe the accident was right! So we could finally see how good Kat really is on the ice."
Justin turned me around and we left the house almost.
„Fine, then leave!!" yelled my Mom. I looked at her, then Justin and me went out of the house and he closed the door. My Mom threw a Vase against the door and started to cry.