Spinning out: a look into the baker Family

The Truth and secrets

Kat's P.O.V:
I ran away, into the Women locker, ran to the sink and held me with my hands tie. Tried to not breath unequally, but I did. "Calm in and out." I thought, neither my body, nor my mind could handle or bear, what happened a few seconds ago on the Ice. Now they know from my disorder.... It was a secret I gave Jenn, and she just said it to this asshole. My world falls apart, I pulled my sleeve from my left arm up and have bitten myself very tie. It hurts like hell. I groaned quiet, which sounded more like a crying. Slowly I stopped and looked at my arm. I bled.
My right hand took papers from the sink and tried to stop the bleeding. As it stopped, I threw it in a bin and sat down. I couldn't understand anything. Why did Jenn this? Was it out of Revenge because of Justin?! I opened my shoes and changed into my normal ones. Put the other ones in a bag.
„Kat?" called a male voice. I turned around and frighted myself. It was Gabe. In the Women locker..
„Is everything Alright?"
I looked away and tried to breath normal again.
„So it's true. You are bipolar, or?" I nodded weak. It was really perfect...
„That's really insane. And that you still skate like nothing is. I'm impressed."
I looked at him as he came closer and sat down to me.
„Don't say that Leah."
I nodded and lost one tear.
„It must be hard." I looked down to my outfit.
„You shouldn't care about what other people think. And against Leah, you don't annoy Justin. She'd kill me if she hears it." Laughed he.
I smiled briefly.
„I need to apologise for my behavior. You're my rival. But that what the one Man did, was just a sneaky number. I'm sorry for that." he sounded so nice and thousand times better than Leah!
„I gotta go, before Leah knows what I have done and really does castrate me." I laughed for a second.
„You can come to me whenever you feel like, as long as it isn't on the ice." then he was about to leave.
„Oh, sorry." said Gabe and went away.
„Kat? Hey..." Jenn.
I didn't turn around.
„I'm so sorry....I was drunk-" I stood mad up. „And that's why you told him it?!"
„I was upset with you, because you and Justin-"
„Because we are a couple? Jenn, I didn't know that you'd fall in love with him! You told me that you'd like to sleep with him! More not."
„And you didn't tell me it, I needed to hear it from Leah!"
„Since when you care about her, or what she's saying?"
„Maybe from the point, as it started with your sister and Mitch..."
„That's not fair."
„Oh and for your information, I was shortly before to sleep with Justin. But broke up because I saw how you were coming into the club!"
I put my head down. „Now you see it."
I was confused what she meant...
„I could have also got him. But I needed to make space for Katarina Baker. Who was always the first one.."
„Jenn-"
„And you have a bipolar disorder, and what is it changing? Nothing!"
I shook my head. „You ruined my career with it!"
„Which was already over.."
„I thought you were my best friend." „I were. And I apologies me for telling it him. More I can't do. And now don't be dramatic."
„I have no time for this here.." then I went pass Jenn and left the Women locker. I was done with my nerves. As I was out, I saw my Mom. She seemed to wait for me.
I sighed and went pass her. „Kat!" „Not now, Mom!"
„Wait, please!" I stopped and she came around me.
„Are you happy now? My career is done. You have what you wanted.."
„Who says that. I wanted you to be a Ice skater!"
„Suddenly..." - „Why I shall believe you? I know I can't trust my feelings, but my Mind says I can't believe you!"
I wanted to go.
„Kat! It doesn't turns about you at the moment! It's about Serena!" shouted she.
I turned myself around and was worried.