Dreams under a coma

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Spencer Reid's mind

All I can think about is how I can't breathe. It feels like my lungs are filling up and I am dying. I knew I had anthrax again. 

I see myself showing JJ, Garcia, and Prentiss my physics magic trick. They looked so excited to see it happen even though I was told not to by Hotch. When the bottle sky rocketed into the air it landed directly by Hotch's foot. I was afraid that he would yell at me but instead he complimented me on the distance. I heard the girls giggle because they thought it was funny even after they walked away pretending to do work so they wouldn't get yelled at.

That moment faded into a previous memory when I was in the train with Elle Greenaway and the Schizophrenic patient. I was nervous that I would get her killed even with me knowing more about the disease than the whole team. I knew that if I messed up anything we would all be dead. I remember almost telling Elle about my mother and the disease that is inherited but I just couldn't live with the thought she would think that I was going to get it and tell Hotch. 

That faded into me in the Fisher King's house announcing that my mom was a paranoid schizophrenic. I thought Hotch was going to fire me because my letters to my mom gave away personal secrets. Thankfully everyone forgave me and didn't blame me for confiding in my mom. 

Then there was this beautiful blonde. I did not know who she was or where she came from, but I knew her from somewhere. I felt broken when I saw her, like I was never going to see her ever again. She was reading a book. I couldn't tell what it was but she looked very interested in it. I tried to get closer to her but it felt like a barrier was not letting me through.

I just sat there watching her and taking in everything about her; how she brushed her hair off her face, how she smiled, and how she tilted her head when she didn't get something. I was so fascinated by her. She finally left my dream and never appeared again.

The vision of her turned to when I saw Prentiss alive for the first time. I couldn't express how happy I felt. I also was angry because I was so close to taking Dilaudid again and my headaches were worse and she was the only person who knew at that time. I didn't realize she would she would have to leave so soon after I told her. We made up but I still had to be more careful about what I said around people.

I wanted to get out of this fog it was messing up my mind. I can't concentrate on anythingat one time. My mind is messing up my memories. I don't want to see all these memories. From my mother to the mysterious woman to Prentiss. I still can't figure out how I forgot this blonde girl who apparently happened to make an impression in my mind.

Everything started to fade. I didn't know what was happening. It felt like I was forgetting but I knew I wasn't. I suddenly started to feel warm and I realized I was waking up.

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