Chapter 19: I'm so Sorry
Will's POV
I sat up, cupping my head in my hands and grunting softly. My God, he pushed it over the edge. The littlest action, may as well have just ended his life. I bit my lip, and stood up quickly. I turned around, and said I was going to take a quick shower and get dressed. I told him I had a surprise for him tonight, but his surprise. Oh his surprise, I gotta think on it, I have to be able to cover it up.
:-=Later that night=-:
I was downstairs, cooking dinner, when I started remembering all the good times I had with Jordan, all the nights I risked my life for the guy. He came all the way to England to live with me.. Tybzi did just the same, but left with Ramos to Chicago. He's so happy with me, he would do anything to keep me happy. But, I mean..
For a second, I almost regretted wanting to end him. I dropped the spatula I had been holding, and fell to the tile floor. My head cupped in my hands, and I began to regret everything I said, and did to Jordan. I proposed to him, and now I am entitled to stick with my decision, to spend the rest of my life with him. He's only a year older, and so much more mature than I ever was.
Tears were now streaming down my cheeks, faster than a runaway train. By now I was sobbing, Jordan must of heard me because before I knew it I was wrapped securely in his arms. He picked me up bridal style, and carried me to the couch.
After he had set me down, he sat down, and continued to hold me, and quiet my cries. My eyes were shut closed so tightly, I thought they might burst. After awhile, all was silent. He had fallen asleep with his arms wrapped around me, I was snuggled up next to him. There was no way I could end Jordan's life, I loved him way too much to ever think of that again.
In bed, Jordan was snoring with his arms still wrapped tightly around my waist. I snuggled closer to him, which I didn't think was possible, and just laid there thinking. Memories came fludding back, and eventually I ended up falling asleep, only. I wish I hadn't.
:-=Dream=-:
Everything was pitch black, there weren't shapes of anything, no sound, no people, nothing. My eyes were open, but whether they were open or closed it didn't make a damn difference. A bright light suddenly appeared, lighting up, and revealing to me the room I was in. Turns out, it was a pure white room, White furniture as you would guess. And a rather large screen, that was bright, and alive.
A person walked onto the screen, then another, and another until there was about 23. All of these faces, were ones I knew all too well. It was the Cube group. PaxPrime to be precise. It was the picture we all took in the convention center. Everyone who was ever on the Cube was there. Including Mark, Jack, Dylan, Zach, and Joe.
I smiled at the perfect picture. Everyone was laughing, and smiling, just flat out having a good time together. My lips cracked a smile as I remembered what a great time it was to meet them all.
There was a person in the back that caught my eye. They had glasses on, and a thick jacket. I squinted my eyes at them. But no one in the picture seemed to notice the guy, or gal' standing so near to them.
The person flashed a sharp object, my eyes widened. I wanted to scream, but, I was mute. And I knew it wouldn't do any good.
The mystery person neared Jordan, I gasped rather loudly. Jordan didn't notice, now I did scream. "JORDAN!" He looked towards me, and waved. "What?" I whispered to myself. He continued to talk to Zach. The person backed up for a second, before removing their hood and smirking at me. Oh fuck. "Sydney..." I almost whispered, dropping each of my arms to either side of me. Her smirk widened, as her eyes met mine.
'What the fuck?' I asked myself, 'Can they hear me? And see me?' I questioned before returning my gaze to Sydney who had equipped her hood once again. She was nearing Jordan, which scared me, a lot.
After a few moments, there was a blood hurdling scream. I was no longer in the white room, but standing next to the victim. Jordan. In instinct I started running towards him as fast as I possibly could. "Sydney! Stop, you're gonna regret this!" I screamed at Sydney.
She looked towards me, and smirked. I stopped, and threw my arm around the front of me as protection. Sydney suddenly flung her weapon towards me. She ended up missing, so I picked up the shining metal, and started running towards her again. Everything was much slower now, so I was relieved.
No one in the picture seemed to notice all the commotion behind them. "Zach, help!" I yelled to the blonde gamer. He whipped around, and started sprinting past me, towards Jordan. I gasped, but started running with him, knowing what he was up to. Sydney took off in a full sprint, without hesitation.
While running, I realized a crucial detail that was completely out of whack. Everything was being repeated, it was a never ending circle. I stopped abruptly, and looked directly over my shoulder. What the fuck? I said to myself, as I turned my entire body around. There was nothing. The first thing that came to mind was- "Jordan!" I shouted at the top of my lungs.
There was a blood hurdling scream in response to my yelling. Oh? I questioned hesitantly before coming to a conclusion. My mind was messing with me, tricking me, toying with me. "Zach?" I almost whispered, dropping my hands to my sides.
Nothing. "Sydney?" Silence. "Jo-" I stopped, and dropped to my knees. "I love you."
:-=End of Dream=-:
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I woke up the next morning to Jordan shaking me, "Will! Wake up!" He screamed in my ear. My eyes fluttered open, revealing me to Jordan's chocolate brown eyes, my lips formed a smile. I immediately wrapped my arms around my brown eyed lover, pressing our chests together, and crashing my lips onto his. It surprised him at first, but after a few seconds he slowly started to kiss back. His lips were as soft as baby kittens. We released from the kiss, panting, but smiling up at him. I picked up, and threw a controller that I picked up from my night stand, and threw it towards the stereo clicking it on. Music filled the room causing Jordan to Jump.
I took his hands in mine, and pulled both of us from the messy bed. "Woah there Tiger!" Jordan said, releasing a small giggle from the back of his throat unwillingly. I laughed and started singing to Carly Ray Jepson's song 'Call Me Maybe.' "Hey I just met you!" I started, "And this is Crazy!" Jordan said joining in. "Here's my number, So call me maybe!" We screamed/Sang while dancing in unison.
I twirled my partner around, laughing as I did so. He eventually stopped me, and started questioning why I had been screaming, and why I woke up panting.
After explaining we went out for breakfast, and spent the day watching movies together. Nit the most productive day, but definatley a relaxing one.
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