Chapter 13: Painful Memories
2 years later
Bayani's POV
I sat in my room like I had everyday for the past 2 years of my life. I always thought of what I could have done. Could I have saved him so he would still be here with me? Or would that have happened no matter what I did... The thoughts of this flooded my head day and night, I rarely ever slept anymore. I banged my fists against the walls until they bled. I was not in the best state in any way right now and I refused to let anyone help me. When I'm at school, thoughts pass through my mind. The kind of thoughts you would never even wish upon your worst enemy.
I would sit alone at lunch and whenever anyone tried to talk to me I wouldn't respond or made them leave me alone because I didn't wanna be around people that day.
It was a pretty bad 'habit' to get into but I couldn't help it.. I was depressed and I knew it.
In my room that night hot tears rolled down my cheeks.
"Will." I said in almost a whisper.
"If you hadn't run into the road. You would be right here with me. And I wouldn't have cried for the past 2 years. I loved you. so much. you were the love of my life..." By this point tears were pouring from my eyes. and this time I couldn't stop them. I looked at the door to the bathroom and thought about what I could do with all the various object the room held within'. I slowly stood up and walked towards it. I remember the pain from when... I didn't think he liked me.. He loved me though.
The tears kept coming.
I loved Will.. I want to be with him.
Forever.
Once I had made it into the bathroom I opened the drawer farthest from the door and took out my blade. I looked at it but everything was so blurry from my tears.
I want to be with him...
"I love you Will. We're going to be together. forever." I said as I stuck the blade deep into my chest.
"It hurts.." I said as a puddle of dark blood formed around my feet. This isn't a bad kind of hurt. it feels... nice.
Everything began turning to darkness.
"I'm coming Will. I lo-" I fell to the ground. my mind went blank. I was going to see him. my love. I've missed you.
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