Autumn leaves fall on the road, the scenery is so sad, so much in my eyes ... I don't know why Taehyung has been taking me everywhere recently, I'm also slowly going to the hospital for a re-examination.
I also want to leave this life in its most natural state. Today too, suddenly he said he wanted to go with me to visit his mother, I also agreed not to object.
I was struggling in the room to find a lost earring when suddenly in the kitchen there was a sound of cracking, I panicked, thinking that something happened, so I went down quickly to see why, when I came down, I immediately met Taehyung sharp eyes and it scared me, looking down to see his hand is clutching a stack of my medical records, my medical records but why is it in his hands? Didn't I hide it under a cupboard to clean dishes?
"Taehyung ... I ... I ..." I was so panicked that my hands were trembling pointing to the stack of papers he was holding.
"Sooyoung ... do you have a brain tumor?" I could hear him clearly in his voice with deep sorrow and grief.
"I ... I'm alright" I said while lowering my head and biting my lips. He was silent and then suddenly approached me, hugging me, I started crying sobbing soaking wet his shirt.
I choked the moment we touch, I realized that I'm exhausted. The wall I tried to build up to hide my condition from Taehyung broke down. Since then, I do not understand why I want to explode right here, I cry, cry, cry a lot until I was exhausted and stop.
"Sooyoung, why you didn't tell me?" Taehyung hugged me even harder, making me feel like I was being protected by him, so many fears disappeared like sponges.
"I told you, I'm fine," I said firmly but my tears were falling.
"Sooyoung don't leave me, okay? I love you ... !!!"
"What? Did I heard wrong or not? He said he loved me, am I dreaming or awake.
The three words "I love you" from him I have waited for 6 years, but why is it ironic, why couldn't he tell me this earlier so that I could enjoy the long-term happiness but until today to tell me.
Is it too late now? Why did he wait until I'm sick and divorced to have the courage to love me? Is the circle of destiny teasing me right now?
Let pretend that this is V and Joy