Taehyung is a resilient man, being with him, somehow my courage has greatly increased.
As the days went by, I became more and more accustomed to my weakness, sometimes tinnitus, ambiguous vision, or sleeping with coma, I did not feel worthy, scared, because every time I wake up, I was in his chest, hugged by him, very warm, making me more reassuring before the day come where I could only bear the pain alone. If this can continue until I close my eyes away from this life, I wish to stay like this forever...
December 24, Christmas. A good evening,
Tzuyu and Taeyong couple came to me to celebrate Christmas one by one, of course, Jihoon and Hayoung also came. At first, I was quite embarrassed by Tzuyu's appearance but when I saw the love between Tzuyu and Taeyong I was very relieved, it was because I was too suspicious.They are now a happy family, so they are still looking forward to the birth of their baby. Hayoung was also excited to tell me that she was pregnant, it had been 2 months but until now she told me. I pretended to be angry at Hayoung and made her begged me to forgive her . 6 people at the dining table happily turned around, talking to each other on a variety of things, I sometimes listened sometimes don't, but my mind showed no signs of dreaming anymore. When the party is over , Me, Tzuyu and Hayoung cleaned the table, and the 3 men were pushed to the living room by us to watch TV.
"Tzuyu congratulations! You finally found your true happiness" I was just washing the dishes talking to Tzuyu, who was standing beside me.
"You too, Taehyung really loves you ..." Tzuyu's voice was so small as if it was whispering in my ear.
"Um ..." I scrutinized the dishes and didn't want to say anything more.
"What are you talking about? Hm?" Hayoung arranged the plates and went into the sink to take a look.
"Nothing. Hey, I thought you already finished, why is there still a glass left ?" I said with my hands covered in soap bubbles and pointed to the glass still on the table.
"Ahaha, I forgot it!"
... ... ... After saying goodbye to everyone, I leaned on him, smiling contentedly.
"Sooyoung ah, promise me we will spend more Christmas nights like this again?" He hugged me and said softly.
"..." I didn't dare to speak, quietly nestled in his heart, how dare I answer this question, I can't even answer myself how long I can live, I don't know how to promise him farthings.
I just wish we can at least spend one more Christmas night together, just one more and I won't ask for anything ever again. Perhaps he knew what I was thinking, so the two of us quietly nestled into each
other in the moonlight behind the windows ...