"Hayoung, why did my father die?" Hayoung did not answer me, her crying in my ear was so painful.
"Sooyoung! Your father died of a brain tumor but you ... how could this be ...!"
"Did Taehyung know this?" Hayoung took my trembling hand.
"Not yet, maybe even this lifetime he won't know." Somehow, when I said these words, I was not moved or because of the feeling of standing at the boundary between the fragile life near death, and the angel of death might be waving at me, tell me to come over for a while.
I remember very clearly when I was 15 years old, my father suddenly discovered that he had a brain tumor and it was pinching nerves, a malignant tumor that could not be used to cut so he can't have surgery, my father had to stay at home to live all the last days of this life.
Once I came in front of him to show him 100 points of my Chemistry. Unexpectedly, he asked me silly? Why did I call him dad? ... My heart dumbfounded, my father probably was going away soon, he forgot his favorite daughter, me, he even forgot about my brother and mother. ... I suddenly feel a sense of fear, fear of someday forgetting everything from the past to the present, forgetting my loved ones, ...
"Sooyoung, don't be like that "Hayoung clear tears fell again.
"Don't cry Hayoung. I'm still alive" I smiled "
"You won't die"
"Yes, I won't die, rest assured!"
"Have you met Taeyong these days? Ever since the day I borrowed your money, I don't know why but he disappeared without mind." I asked,
"Taeyong? I heard he said that he was hospitalized in the brain department, very coincidental with you."
"I don't know, heard of a car accident 6 or 7 years ago affecting the right side of my brain, the recurrence of a few days ago"
"I want to go over there" I sat up, heavy head.
"You're not quite strong yet, just stay here for me"
"You're annoying Hayoung!" I laughed bitterly.
"When you're fine, I'll take you ok?. Now, stay here, I'll buy you porridge" Hayoung stood up and left.
Hayoung is gone, I feel restless, how much longer will I live? 1 month, 2 months or 3 months ...? My life is now only calculated by the day by the hour ... I have not made the tall man like Taehyung love me but hastily gave up, 6 years I ran after frivolousness, chasing a love, love blindly without stopping, then when I stop is also when I am about to no longer have the opportunity to change my life
*knock ... knock... knock ... * There is a knock at the door, I think it was Hayoung so I didn't really care. My eyes still look outside the window hopeless.
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