Were wolves are playful creatures, affectionate and loving which makes them a perfect mate. I just watched at the back of my own mind while my other half - my wolf controlled everything.
Is this what happens when Lycans lose control? You know what’s happening but cannot seem to control it? Like you are dreaming?
Well, if this is a dream. I would like to wake up.
But the feelings going on inside of me are cannot be ignored. Peacefulness, contentment and other positive feelings, you name it and I feel it. It seems like all the feelings that perfect mated couples say to other lycans are surrounding me,filling me.
The view was inexplicably dreamy and wondrous to see. The two oversized wolves and the nature were celebrating the fact the mating bond was working.
After what it seemed was hours of chasing, leaping over logs and playing with each other, the two wolves finally lied down on their stomach on the forest ground.
I painfully watched as I - my white wolf lick her paws, cleaning herself with my - her mate helping her gladly by licking her back, her shoulders, head and her other parts of the body that are exposed and dirty.
My heart clenched with longing and pain. If only...things were different. What would it feel like if every thing is just normal for me? What would it feel like being mated to him? The questions just left me feeling more lost.
If I let myself feel for a moment, will it hurt?
With the moon, a witness of all of these, I let the my walls close down and welcomed the sensations. I nearly regretted it.
Nearly.
The feelings that I felt brought tears in my eyes. Too much completeness, peace, love - so many emotions I longed since I was a child but never felt.
There was always something missing. But now.. it was utter joy.
Is it still possible for me to love again? Is it possible for me to forgive? Is it possible for me to give my heart to my mate - or to someone when I don’t even know if I still have one?
How about Xander who fixed my broken heart but hammered it again into pieces?
Do I still love him?
Is it possible for me to give another.....Chance?
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Vampire** Completed but not edited** Lyka was a certified loser. She was the most badly treated she wolf in her pack just because of her bigger size. She loved the idea of mates and was waiting for her mate to come and save her from her sad life. Unfortuna...
