Rather be (Cameron Dallas Fan Fic)

Chapter 37

*Recap*

"Cam was going to ask you to be his girlfriend today. He'd been planning it for sometime now i guess." After Shawn said this realization hit me like a truck.

The sweet gestures. Holding my hands. Kissing my forehead. Hugs. Going out earlier just the two of us...

"Shawn I've made a huge mistake."

*End of Recap*

(Cameron's P.O.V.)

After it became official that Alison left i couldn't help but but feel like an asshole. I should've kept my mouth shut.

I remembered I'd left Taylor doing all of our chores. I went to Tay who was still mopping the floors.

"Care to help me, loverboy?" Taylor said crossing his arms obviously annoyed.

"Sorry about that." I said with a shrug picking up a mop myself.

"How did all the shit go?" He said and i gave out a hurtfull sigh.

"I didn't ask her." I said and my eyes focused on the wet trails the mop left. It hurt so much having to say that. Worse of all having to clean dirty stalls while broken hearted. Nasty.

"What the fuck! So i busted my shit ass working here for you not to ask her? That's bullshit!" Taylor said throwing the mop. "What the hell happened!?"

I started explaining to Taylor as we finished mopping.

"Ugh, im sorry. You know what happens when you talk about your girls best friend." He said placing the things back where they belong.

"I guess. I just feel so stupid. I should've kept my mouth shut." I said leaning against the wall.

I could've had her close to me right now in my arms maybe kissing like their was no tomorrow, Alison being my official girlfriend. But no.

"Want me to talk to her?" Taylor said and i scratched the back of my head.

"No, ill give her space."

"Man stop worrying about her, go make a video or something. I'm sorry you got blown off, but shit happens." Taylor said patting my back.

"Yeah. Haven't done one of those in a while." I said and forgot how long has it been a while since I've done a YouTube video. I've been really distracted.

Me and Taylor walked to the parking lot.

"I guess ill see you monday." I wove as we made ourself to our cars.

"Hey Cam!"

"Yeah?"

"Do me a favor? Stop thinking about her, theirs plenty of fish in the sea."

"Not helping Taylor." I said getting in my car.

"Just saying." He laughed. I shook my head and rode home.

*

When I got home to first notice my lovely mother.

"Hey sweety! Hows everything?" Mom said making food, i placed my bookbag in the couch.

"Good i guess... Um, I'm going upstairs, ok?"

"Ok honey."

I walked upstairs and closed the door. I threw myself in my bed and let out an agonysing sigh. What to do my mind bombarded with the stupid scene over and over again. Showing me what i did wrong.

I tweeted for everyone to make questions using the #askcam. To get my mind of things for a bit.

After a while alot of tweets started appearing.