~Say You Won't Let Go~

~ Chapter One ~

AN: hai guys! Author~chan here! how have you been? how's quarantine treating you? I'm doing well, so I hope you guys are too.

~Todoroki's POV~

"I-I... I love you, Todoroki-kun!"

"I'm sorry, Momo," her face dropped into a frown
"I can't return your feelings, you know I'm gay"
I immediately thought of Midoriya and smiled, when suddenly an image of him shirtless and moaning out my name popped into my head, which made me (heheh, 69 words-) blush fuck- why am I thinking about that kind of shit- I calmed some sparks forming on my arm when I noticed that Momo had stormed off.

 I stepped over to a small, concrete bench and sat down. the pink cherry tree petals falling peacefully and flying in the wind made it look quite... romantic. I smiled softly and made a small flame appear in my hand. I watched the light as it gleamed on my arm. "hello Todoroki-kun! what's up?" said a kind voice. I let the flame quickly die out and then looked up at Midoriya "hello Midoriya. I'm not doing anything, what about you?"

"oh, nothing, just wondering if you wanted to hang out after class tomorrow?" he said as he sat down next to me "or right now, either would work" I felt a smile blooming on my face, but then remembered my little 'issue' with Midoriya.. "well, what I'm honestly trying to ask is... d-do you wanna have a sleepover with me?" oh god that would be even worse.. s-say no!

"sure, that would be great"
fuck. 

~time skip brought to you by Author~chan's crippling dysphoria~

time: 7:24

it had been about twenty minutes since dinner ended. I had six minutes until I had to be at Midoriya's room. this won't be so bad I thought to myself Midoriya's kind, fun, and sweet and there might be other people there. like Iida, and Ochako. maybe even Asui. that'd be nice. I picked up my bag and began walking to Midoriya's dorm.

POV change, Midoriya's POV

I sighed. what's Kacchan going to say? I really should break up with him.. but he'll hurt me... oh, god, what do I do if Todoroki tries to.. kiss me? or just touch me in general.. "fuck.." I mumbled to myself as I heard Todoroki knock on the door. "come in!" a second later the door lightly swung open, seeing Todoroki smiling. god, you're so pretty. screw Kacchan, I want you to fuck me. fuck me as hard as possible. I thought. f-fuck, what am I thinking? I have a boyfriend! besides, (heheh 420 words-) Todoroki's probably straight.. my face felt hot. damn it, I'm flustered! "h-hi Todoroki" I smiled softly. "M-Midoriya, I'm so sorry, I-I just can't help it-" Todoroki said, slamming the door and walking over to me. eh? what does that mea- my thoughts were cut off by Todoroki pinning me against the wall, my face becoming even redder than before. "T-Todoroki? wh-what are you d-doing?" I stuttered "I'm so, so sorry Izuku, I-I just can't help it," he said, then kissed my neck "a-ah~ T-Todoroki~" he smiled lustfully at me. "call me Shoto~," he said, biting my neck "h-hah~" I moaned, gripping his shirt tightly. "Sh-Shoto are you crazy? K-Kacchan'll kill you!"

"Izuku, I don't care about Bakugou right now. I just want you~" Shoto purred in my ear, making me blush worse if that's even possible. "Sh-Shoto.. please, I don't want Kacchan to hurt you... p-please.." I could tell there was lust in my eyes. I couldn't really control it. "Izu, I told you, I don't care about Bakugou. I don't know what's going on right now, b-but I can't control myself.." he said, then kissing me on the lips. "m-mm~" oh god, why am I moaning? I thought, Todoroki deepening the kiss. I tried pulling away, that proving itself hard as I'm pinned against the wall. I bit his lip, thinking that would get him to pull away, but it didn't work, it only made worse...or? maybe better? eh, maybe I should at least (666 words-) kiss back. as soon as I started to melt into the kiss, I heard the door swing open. I'm so dead. Todoroki quickly pulled away and looked back, but I already knew who it was.  "Bakugou... I-I'll go now, Iz-M-Midoriya." Kacchan looked angry. and when I say that, he looked like he was ready to kill both of us. "fuck off Icyhot." he said, Todoroki already stepping out the door flipped Kacchan off. I smiled, but that would only make him angrier. and it did. "Deku. what the fuck were you and Icyhot doing?!" he screamed at me. I whined and let my self fall into a small, curled up ball. "well are you going to answer me or not?! damn slut! I give you everything and this is how you treat me?" he yelled. "K-Kacchan.. p-please calm d-down" I felt tears welling up in my eyes. "no you fucking slut! he said, kicking my leg as hard as he could, causing me to yelp "Kacchan! pl-please! I'm sorry!"

~time skip because I don't wanna write about the cinnamon roll being hurt~

I lay trembling and almost unable to move under my bed. Kacchan had left quite a bit ago, but to me, it felt like hours. through the noises of my soft sobbing, I heard a soft knock on the door "Izuku?" said a soft, worried voice. "c-come in" I spoke weakly. the door slowly opened. I smiled softly, seeing Todoroki standing there. "Izuku? are you alright?" 

"n-no.. not r-really," I said, my voice breaking
"Izuku, I need you to tell me what Bakugou did to you." he said, his voice sounding soft and sweet, yet demanding. "b-but-..." my voice was weak. my throat hurt, and it was hard to breathe. I stuck my hand out in front of my face. still shaking like crazy... whatever, I thought. I poked my hand out from under the bed. Shoto took this as a signal and grabbed it tightly. "Izuku, do you think you can get up?"

"n-no" I heard him sigh softly, then got down on his stomach to look at me. he smiled softly, his eyes looking much brighter and sweeter than before. he grabbed under my arms, pulling me out from under the bed like you would a kitten too scared to come out, then picking me up bridal style and setting me softly on the bed, sitting next to me.  (1069 words-) "Izu... you're covered in bruises and burns... h-he.." he spoke worriedly "T-Todoroki... I-I'm f-fine." I said, lying through my teeth, but hoping he wouldn't notice. "Izuku, I think I would be the one here who knew about burns. you aren't fine." shit... "y-yes I am, they don't even hurt!" another lie. "really now?" he said, then poking one of the burns, causing me to flinch and coil away from his touch, yelping quietly. "s-sorry Izu, I didn't know how bad it would be... is there anything you need?" his voice soft, full of worry and love. (1169 words bitch-) I opened my mouth to speak, but nothing came out. "I-Izuku?" he hugged me tightly and whispered "I love you..." and kissed my forehead. 


"I-I love you too" four words. four words I managed to get out, then everything went black.

holy. shit. word count: 1218 bitch.