Hi my name is Annie I am a writer musician and artist for a living. Let me start from the beginning so you will understand how much I have gone through to get to where I am. Like many kids now a days my childhood was not the best in anyway. My dad was a drunk and only cared about himself I was surrounded by violence all the time and thought that was normal. The worst was at night I always had a knife hidden in my room and always keep my door locked. Some nights were so bad I couldn't sleep. The only thing that calmed me was I would imagine myself being in this whole other world where I was laying in a field of daisies watching the sunset just laying nothing else just laying there it gave me a sense of peace even though the world around me was crumbling beneath my feet. After a while that was not enough I needed to figure something out something that would change the situation I was in. So I went back to listening to music and writing which got everything out most of the time with out screaming in frustration at everyone. I was really unsocial as a kid for many reasons most couldn't understand unless they were in the same situation. I knew there was much more in life than all the negative that surrounded me all the time. My dad never harmed us physically but he did mentally which in my mind is worse cuz that never goes away. After so many years my mom finally left and made a new life with a new man. The only thing is your past never leaves you you just have to find away to deal with it. I became very closed off music and art became my outlet on life. Finding friends was always difficult I never trusted anyone. I never let anyone to close because in my mind no one was trustworthy.
