You wake up and grab your diary
" I don't know what else to do right now but to right in this thing , if you guys read this your gonna be reading a rough time I've had in the past day "
You put it down and go downstairs
Ur mom was downstairs talking to cashes mom
U " mom what happened "
Mom " do you really want to know "
U " yea ? "
Mom " ur dad ? He killed himself today "
U " what - "
U started crying
U ran upstairs cash wasn't there so u went in " ur room " and Mav was in there
Mav " what's wrong ? "
Madi " my dad he died "
Mav hugged you , cash came in , he pushed Mav out of the way and hugged u
Cashes moms pov
Me " what about u go home and do everything you need to do and will take care of her "
Madi's Mom " really thank you "
Me " yes "
Ur POV
Cash " it's ok "
Cashes mom came in and rubed my back she left
H woke up and was glad it was a dream , but you were in cashes room
Madi " why am I in here "
Cash " u told me you were going to so u did "
Madi " I don't remember that "
Cash " will you be my girlfriend "
Madi " umm , idk we met yesterday "
Cash " idc "
Madi " I can't I'm sorry "
Cash " it's ok but we'll still hang out right "
Madi " yea I'm just gonna get all of this settled out then I'll worry about anything else "
Cash " are you ok btw ? "
Madi " I might leave tonight "
Cash " ur moms not home ur not gonna just be by yourself "
Madi " no I'm going to California"
Cash " why ? "
Madi " I need to see somebody "
Cash " I'm going with you "
Madi " no why ? "
Cash " ur not going by ur self "
Madi " ok ? Whatever ? Well leave In 2 days "
Cash " ok "
U guys made tiktoks and you already new the comments wouldn't be good it was just really weird to see so many purposely try to tear you down
Some of the comments :
" we now ur dating just tell us "
" the way u guys look at each other either you both want to date but aren't or u are idk which tho 🤷♀️ "
" leave them alone "
" I ship "
" 🛳 "
An hour later u went home because your mom wanted you she was a mess
Later that night you were laying in bed and you were going through all your guys memories like when you decided to play softball and your dad would teach you every day or when your mom left and he would spend every day with you and you would go to the movies , u missed that
U started crying
U called cash
Cash " what's wrong "
Madi " idk I'm just know like realizing all this and idk what to do I have no one to talk to my moms not going to talk to me about it she's mad at me because it's my fault that I took my dad away "
Cash " there's nothing you can do but I'll be here just come over it's ok "
U " thanks "
U went to his house and he answered The door and gave you a hug tightly
u felt a needle go through you a woke up fast turns out this was all a dream you had just got shot and was in the hospital
The people in your " dream " were real tho
You look over to cash rubbing your head he smiles at you your dad and mom hug you
U cried
Madi " dad your here ur not in jail "
Everyone looked confused
Dad " what ? "
Madi " oh sorry it was the dream I had it was the best , but the worst do u want to hear it ? "
Mom " yea go ahead "
Madi " ok so dad went to jail idk , then I met this guy and I'm definitely not going to say his name but he let me stay at his house for awhile and his brother would always make fun about me until he read my journal which had my crush in it and me and the guy which so happened to be my crush went in the pool and his brother read the note I would write to him to him and he kissed me and then I woke up "
Mom " wow , "
The doctor came in
Doctor " if she's all right she can go home "
Madi " yea I'm good "
Ur mom and dad were going to Mexico for vacation so you were staying at Sarah's " bestie "
U went to Sarah's house
Sarah " so who's the lucky crush this time "
Madi " I'm not telling you that would be awkward "
Sarah " one of my friends? "
Madi " yea "
Sarah " we'll all my guy friends are 18 but ... * shocked* CASH BAKER ! "
Madi " shut up "
Sarah " omg wait can I like help u have ur first kiss "
Madi " SARAH NO ! "
Sarah " I can help you , either way uhh , he invited us to his house with all his other friends so "
Madi " omg no no no I can't "
Sarah " we're leaving in a hour and a half so take a shower "
Madi " good idea "
U took a shower
And headed over there you got to his house and he gave u and Sarah a hug everyone was there
Sarah keep smiling so u new she was up to no good
- 2 hours later -
It's dark and you , Sarah , Mav , cash and mycheal were in the pool
You guys were talking
Mav " let's play truth or dare "
Mav " I'll give one to y/n "
Sarah whispers in mavs ear
Mav " I dare you to kiss cash "
Madi " no "
Cash is just looking at you
Cash kissed you
Everyone is shocked
Cash is hold u , you guys let go and you guys are also kinda shocked
30 minutes later
U guys went in the guest room because they let u and Sarah stay with Brooke " another girl over and caliee mavs girlfriend "
Sarah " OMG !!! "
U smile
Madi " stop it was just a kiss to get u guys to shut up "
Sarah " no it wasn't u both smiled after That's how ik "
Madi " shut up I'm tired "
Brooke " u had your first kiss? "
Madi " no it wasn't my first "
Cashes pov
Mycheal " so who was that girl ? "
Cash " Madi , she's Sarah's friend "
Mycheal " so you gonna talk to her "
Cash " idk I might "
Mav " u kissed her ur first kiss and ur gonna Ignore it do u even like her "
Cash " idk kinda "
Mycheal " u do "
Mav " I have her number if u want it "
Cash " what is it "
Mav " ***-***-****"
Cash " ok "
Back to ur POV
Ur laying down about to fall asleep
U get a message
? " hey it's cash u know the one u kissed "
Madi " oh hey "
Cash " so r we just gonna pretend it didn't happen or ? "
Madi " was that ur first kiss "
Cash " yea , urs "
Madi " no , sorry "
Cash " its good goodnight "
Madi " goodnight "
30 minutes later
Cash " hey u awake "
Madi " yea? "
Cash " wanna go somewhere it's boring here "
Madi " sure "
Cash " we can go to Walmart that really to only place open "
Madi " ok "
U get up and take your hair down because it looks bad up u Think
Cash walks out of his room
Cash " ready ? "
Madi " yea "
U guys got to Walmart
Cash keeps stairing at you and you know it but every time u look over at him he quickly turns away
Cash " u don't have a boyfriend right ? "
Madi " nope "
Cash " good because that would be bad "
U " yea tru "
Cash " do u maybe wanna be my valentine so I'm not lonely Tomorrow "
Madi " sure "
U made tiktoks together and went back
It was morning
Madi " geez how long where we gone "
Cash " 2 hours "
U guys went on the roof and watched the sunset he had his arm around u and u had you head on his shoulder
Madi " u know your the only guy that liked me for me "
Cash " I mean yea u are beautiful but you do also have a good personality "
Madi " thanks "
Cash hugged you Then you guys went in
Everyone thinks we're dating on his live but I really didn't care u and cash walked by mavs room and mycheal and Mav were talking
Mycheal " u do know Madi hot and she to good for your brother right "
Mav " give him a chance "
Mycheal " I mean he honestly can't think she likes him for him it has to be fame or something I mean she hot hot and he's ok "
U could tell cash was not happy he was walking to the kitchen u stopped him and hugged him
Madi " hey don't listen to the I love you cash and I honestly don't care about your follows "
He hugged you he went to get something to eat and Mav went with u walked into cashes room and mycheal was in there
Madi " you know what "
Mycheal " what ? "
He keep stairing at you
Madi " don't act like you didn't yell that because you didn't want him to hear it "
Mycheal " he should face the fact no girl wants him "
Madi " that's not tru "
Mycheal walks to you and try's to kiss you
U push him away
Madi " what's ur problem "
Mycheal " what I can't help it u want me and I want u so drop cash "
Madi " I don't want you , why dose every guy think I need a guy to be happy I'm perfectly fine on my own and if I wanted on it would never be u "
U walk out your so mad
Cash " what's wrong "
Madi " nothing "
You go to the guest bedroom the room ur staying in Brooke and Sarah went somewhere caliee was in the shower
U cried
She got out of the shower
She saw you and gave you a hug
Caliee " what happened "
Madi " I was talking to mycheal and he just pushed me against the wall and tried to kiss me and idk what to do "
Caliee " you need to go talk to cash about it , it's his friend he'll deal with it "
Madi " thx "
U went out and saw cash
Madi " hey can we talk "
Cash " yea what's wrong "
U guys went outside
U told him the whole story
He got mad And hugged you
Cash " I'll deal with it I'm sorry he did That idk what's up with him "
Madi " I don't want to ruin your guys friendship tho "
Cash " your not it's his fault he did that so if we're not friends he knows why "
Madi " I'm sorry "
Cash " stop saying ur sorry it's his fault "
Madi " I feel bad if I'm the way u guys never hang out "
Cash " shhhh ... it's ok "
He hugs u then kisses you
Cash " oh I'm sorry I forgot u don't need a guy "
Madi " I want you tho I don't need you "
Cash " oh well then "
He proceeded to kiss you
He smiled then walked inside u heard them yelling
Sarah texted you
Sarah " I heard what happened I'm sorry how bad is the yelling "
Madi " bad how'd u now "
Sarah " cash is really protective "
Madi " I'll talk to you later "
Sarah " ok "
30 minutes later mycheal left And cash went back in his room bye u
He snuggled up to u
Cash " I love you "
Madi " I love you to u alright "
Cash " yea I'm tired "
Madi " same "
U guys went to sleep but u guy put a pillow between u guys because u guys weren't comfortable with it yet
