My crush

Chapter 11

U wake up not happy u just keep getting sadder every day it's been a week ur brother is really the only one helping you right now u have to fly to so u fly to la and u go to the hype house
James gets you ready for American idol
J " are you okay since like you know ?"
M " I'm sorry but I just need someone right now to not say that to me but no I'm not good and I'm trying to get better"
J " ok well what song are you sing tonight "
M " lovely by Billie Elish "
J " cool love that song "
U get dressed in this

And you guys leave you guys get there and you sing you later get judged
K " Madi... "
M " yes?"
K " u didn't make it "
M " ok... thank you guys "
L " we love you "
U go back to them and shake ur head no and Addi hugs u
A " let's go home "
M " yea "
U guys go home and u go in his room and lay on the bed
M " hey "
T " hey "
M " u good ?"
T " why r u asking me that are you like depressed or something like that "
M " yea I am "
U get up and go to ur room and shut the door and cry someone knocks on the door u open it
O " hey what happened "
M " nothing "
He walks in
M " yea sure u can come in "
O " welp don't u need someone to talk to "
M " no not really "
O " yea u do ur not gonna get better if you don't let it out and I have nothing to do so "
He sat next to you
O " so what's going on "
M " what should I start with "
O " I'm gonna say a person u say what they make you feel and like when "
M " ok "
O " addi "
M " she makes me feel loved and ik she'll always be their and she helps me a lot "
O " ok good , uhhh mom"
M " she makes me feel confused because she dosent believe any of this is happening but then she dose in a way idk "
O " brother"
M " he helps me a lot at home "
O " my brother , it's ok just tell the truth"
M " umm ... he makes me feel worthless he dosent understand or help me he like somtimes is like very sweet but somtimes is not and he was like " why are you askin me how I am aren't you the one depressed or something " and it makes me feel he dosent care about me he's just ignores me out of the random I try and try to talk to him but idk "
O " my brother said that "
M " yea "
O " I'll talk to him , ok next me "
M " ur like the only one that forgets this is happening and just talks like everything's normal and that's what I want from everyone "
O " ok good anyone else ?"
M " nope "
O " I'm gonna go talk to my brother "
M " ok "
His POV
I go in my brothers room
O " what are you think "
T " wdym ?"
O " I was talking to Madi and she was like u make her feel worthless and that u don't care for her , is that really what you want "
T " no how am I supposed to know that's how she feels "
O " u really think that that " oh why are you asking me how I feel aren't you the one depressed or something " is something she wants to hear come on ur way better than that "
T " I didn't mean for it to sound like that I'm sorry "
O " why r u saying sorry to me I'm not the one u were being so rude to "
T " gosh ok "
O " ok bye "
T " bye "
I walk out
Ur POV
U lay down and wait awhile to let him calm down
U go in their and sat down while his laying down by him
T " I'm sorry I never meant to make you feel that way "
M " don't do that don't act like you suddenly care "
T " I do "
M " if you cared about me you would hadn't of done all those things "
T " can we not do this "
M " do what I'm just saying facts "
T " u can leave you don't have to be with me "
M " what?"
T " yea u heard me "
M " ur like every other guy they just ingore u when there tired of u"
T " just stop leave I don't want u anyways "
M " ok "
U go downstairs and go to unlock the door
O " u can't just leave "
M " just leave me alone "
U open the door and walk out and u broke down crying u could barley breathe Addison walks outside and gives u a hug
A " it's ok just come inside "
M " no "
A " yes it's ok u can ingore everyone if you want "
M " no Addison I just tired of all this I'm done "
A " it will soon just come inside and calm down ok ?"
M " yea , yea ok "
A " ok good "
She holds ur hand and nobody was barley there but they felt sorry for u u went to Addisons room and she wipes ur tears
A " it will all be back to normal soon u guys just need to talk "
M " no it won't I just wanna be happy "
A " u will be "
U have a rough night u woke up and went downstairs u guys make eye contact and he smiles at u
T " can we talk outside "
M " sure "
Addisons pov
We all agreed that we would make him agree to still date so she would be happy
Ur POV
U guys go outside
T " I'm very so Madi I love you so much and I never meant to hurt you or anything I said last night I was mad and I kinda gave up and I shouldn't have and I was wondering if u could forgive me also they all told me to do this I still love you as much and I didn't want to lie to u and I just want us to be as happy as we were "
M " yea , but they told you to do this why "
T " idk "
He kissed u And u both smiled and went inside you had to go to a big party for your dad tonight
T " hey I can't go with you tonight "
M " ok "
You pull out your dress and put it on