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You're my future

He rolled me over and held himself high on his hands. "How did I get so lucky?" He asked as he took one hand and traced up from the top of a garter band, up my thigh. He quickly found me very wet and totally ready for him - I'd got my self quite worked up in anticipation before he'd even stirred. A smile spread across his face as he gently circled my clit a little and pushed two fingers deep inside. I bucked under his hand as he watched intently.

I quickly tugged at his boxers, and he shimmied them down before crawling between my legs. He wrapped my heels around him and he slowly ground into me. "Argh fuck I love that" I called as he stilled as deep as he could.

"Nothing beats that feeling Darlin', fuck me!" He growled. He held my hands high above my head, pinning me to the bed before circling his hips slowly and grinding deep. He watched intently as my jaw dropped whilst his hips performed magic. Every circle, every thrust building me quickly to the edge. His power as he held me down turning me on no end. Before I peaked, I took back a little control, wrapping my arms around him and rolling us over. His finger gripped my hips as I slowly lowered myself back onto him, the angle changing and his dick hitting deep within me as I reached the bottom. "Fuck that's a good view" he smiled, taking in my outfit and the sight of our bodies meeting and becoming one.

I sat up right allowing him the full picture. I rocked gently swirling my hips down onto him and letting my hands roam over the bodice of the underwear set. Doing my best to put on a little show. "Yes Jon, fuck. That's fucking good!"

His thumb met between us and quickly rubbed in circles bringing me back to the point of no return. "Come on Darlin', let me feel you come. Fuck, yes that's it!" He called as I felt myself tense around him. He felt bigger and deeper than ever and my body tipped.

I called out my pleasures as I came, he held me down as he followed and filled me. I collapsed down onto him and listened to his heart beat hard in his chest. "Merry Christmas"

"Yes it is!" He confidently replied.

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We spent the rest of Christmas Day refusing to properly get dressed - relaxing, talking, eating good food and fucking in every conceivable place. We'd well and truly christened the house. It was the perfect Christmas for what we needed - Quiet and romantic.

Just before New Year's Eve I received an email arranging dates for a shoot for the start of the year. It was a uncomplicated romantic drama; Written and directed by a friend; staring alongside people I already knew. It was perfect. Apart from the fact that it was shooting in the uk and I'd just settled in the us.

"Go! Have fun. You'll be fine once you're out there, and we'll be around in the same places for awards, right? It will be fine" Jon had tried to reassure me as I had a little wobble.

"But I finally feel happy, and I'm just going to ruin it" I had got a little emotional - I think I was probably due on. 

"You're not ruining anything. You're working. It's part of our lives" he pulled me into him and wrapped his arms around me. He did know how to make me feel safe. "It's something we both do, and it's something we'll have to get used to again."

The word 'again', Implied id done all of this before  but in actual fact I'd not really done the working away and having a relationship thing. I'd not been in anything longer than a few months and even then it had really been with Evans, and on set. We'd had a long shoot over a year and we'd not really spent any time apart. I decided to be honest.

"Well this is the first time I've done this when in a serious relationship" I mumbled into his chest softly.

"Woah! Who said serious" Jon played at pulling away. "Ha Kidding!!" He received a smack! "I get it Darlin' it's hard and I'm not saying I'm gonna find things easy, but we'll be busy and we just need to keep focused. Come on and I'll distract you" his hands now slipped to my lower back and pulled me into him. He leant down and his lips met mine, slowly, exploring like it was the first time.

He led me back on the sofa behind us and kissed down my body I played with his hair to keep my hands amused as he tugged my trousers and underwear down throwing them to one side. He lifted my legs over his shoulders and continued his distraction. He started painstakingly slowly, licking gently all around, stopping and focusing on my clit when he was there, laying his tongue flat, kissing my folds, fucking me with his tongue as deep as he could, sucking my clit. My heart beat felt dangerously fast, my body felt on fire.

He paused momentarily to look up and smile at me; he sucked quickly on two of his fingers before watching me carefully as he slowly pushed them inside. He watched my face as my eyes rolled back, my mouth dropped open and I bucked into his hand. "You're too good, I'm gonna come, fuck!" I mumbled as he curled his fingers and began well and truly fucking me with his hand.

"Look at you" he smiled as I felt myself clamp on his fingers. His eyes were dark and sexy as he watched. He carefully pulled his hand free and then kinkily licked his fingers as he moved up to lie next to me in the couch. "You taste incredible" he grinned pulling me close. I was a bit of a floppy mess and I curled up needing to be close to him, my eyes heavy. "Come on, bed. You can have a nap and then we'll continue this" he stood and lifted me into his arms. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he took us to bed.

"I'm really going to miss you" I sighed as I drifted off in his arms.

"I know Darlin' but we'll be together before you know it" I drifted off as he talked about all of the things he had planned. I was awake for most of it "we'll have parties to go to, and awards shows to get kinky at as we're sat bored through speeches, we can walk the dogs on the beach, it'll be my birthday soon and you need to not let me remember how old I am..." he continued as I drifted. "It's fucking perfect Grace, your perfect. We'll spent time with families, and friends. You're my future. The stuff I never knew I wanted" and I was practically asleep, but I'm sure I heard him whisper "I'm gonna marry you one day".