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- C H A P T E R 1 -

Shania's pov
Hi , I'm Shania . Today's my first day at Chest Wheels High School . I'm nervous . I don't know anyone there . I've been shy since my Bestfriend Carly died last year in a bus accident. I haven't really hung out with anyone since. I've changed a lot. Let's just say I'm very shy.. I don't know. I'm single. Not really looking for a guy. Let me tell you a little about my best friend Carly. Carly was sweet, love able and understanding. There wasn't a day that Carly didn't care about her friends. She was confident. Didn't care about what others said about her. She's my best friend. Even if she is dead, I love her still. Back to me, I have long hair but choose to wear weaves.. Idk it's just something I wear. I love shoes and clothes. Life is amazing for me, I just miss my best friend. I have both parents. I have 3 other best friends that was best friends with Carly. They're names are Trinity, Xiamara, and Autumn. I have one sister and a brother. My sister is older than me but doesn't live with me. Her name is Payton. My dad cheated on my mom with her mom but my mom and dad got over it. I have a younger brother that's two years old. His name is Logan. Right now I'm listening to Bout It - PARTYNEXTDOOR. It's officially my favorite song. I went in my closet and found my white shirt with my black plaid skirt and my blue cardigan. Since I already got in the shower IMA just throw it on. I put it on and flat ironed my black hair, i wear frontals so my hair color changes alot. I then put some purple lipstick on my medium sized lips and took a picture. I called Payton. She's not going to this school but her school is around the corner from mine and plus she's taking me to school.
-phone call-
Me; hello
Pay: wassup sis?
Me: come take my pictures.
Pay: on my way.
-hangs up-
Soon Payton came over and i put on my high green socks and some black shoes and we took pictures. I put some on Instagram and captioned it "First day of school, nervous!" I locked my phone and went downstairs with Payton. I saw my little brother eating an apple and picked him up and kissed his cheek.
Shania: Good Morning Logan!
Logan: Ga!
I smiled and kissed his lips, when my mom came in.
Mom: Oh Shania dear! Put Logan down, he's going to get you dirty.
Shania: *huffs* I'm fine mom, he's not going to get me dirty.
Mom: Oh fine! I'm just worried.
Shania: what for?
Mom: It's your first day Sha! I know you miss your old school, but change is good. Trust me, you'll see.
Shania: Yeah whatever.
I kissed Logan and left the house with Payton. I didn't need my moms nonsense today. She drove me to school.. Soon we pulled up to Chest Wheels High School.
Payton: Your here kiddo.. Have fun. Good luck.
I nodded and got out, there was so many people. They all had their own look. Some were gothic, some were geeks, the cool kids, the mean girls, the hoes. I laughed at my self for that comment. I was told to go to the front office to get my schedule. I walked inside to see two people talking, a woman and a younger girl. The girl was a Carmel toned girl, she had her real hair flatironed, her shit was long. she had on a blue denim dress with fishnet stockings on, and some shades.. She looked cool, the woman was older, grey hair, and glasses.
Lady: Excuse me, are you Shania?
Shania: Yes ma'am.
Lady: Okay Miss. Shania, this is your schedule, I'm Ms. Dee by the way. This is Bahja, she'll show you around.
I looked at Bahja, she was staring me down.. I kind was scared.
Shania: Hi, I'm Shania.. I hear You're Bahja.
Bahja: Yup! That's me, nice meeting you Sha. I can call you that right?
Shania: uh yeah.
Bahja: *smiles* come on, lemme show you around.
Shania: *smiles* okay.
Ms.Dee: bye girls.
Us: Bye.
We walked around the school. I felt as if she was bisexual, or even gay. I never thought of being bisexual or lesbian, stating the fact my whole family is straight. She just kept glancing at me, making me feel uncomfortable, but in some odd way i liked it.
Shania: Bahja?
Bahja: That's me.
Shania: do you like girls?
Bahja: love em.
Shania: oh okay.
Bahja: You?
Shania: no, i don't know. I never thought of dating a girl.
Bahja: oh okay.
Shania: but i would date you, you're cute.
Bahja: haha, thanks ma. I would date you too.
Shania: *laughs* where's my locker?
Bahja: right here.
Shania: thanks Bahja.
Bahja: Your welcome Sha, wanna eat lunch together?
Shania: Yeah, meet me by my locker.
Bahja: well do. Bye.
Shania: Bye.
I went to first period, which was Science. I mean, Bahja's cool and all, i'm starting to like her. I wonder what my mom would think.. I'd problem get judged by my other family, but my mom would be supportive. Payton would be happy for me, she's bisexual. I never understood the whole point of being bisexual. I still won't be talking to her a lot, due to my shyness. I wish i could open up to her, but i can't. Anyways, I walked in to class. Everyone stared at me as I walked inside. I felt so nervous.
Teacher: Hey, you must be Shania, our new student.
Shania: Um, yeah.
Teacher: Well, hello Shania, I'm Mrs. Brown. Students this is Shania, our new student.
She said smiling, Mrs. Brown was a younger black lady. She had a ring on finger indicating she was married, Carmel skin complected, pregnant seemed about 5 months far along. She was very nice, she showed me to my seat, and that's where I sat for the period. Soon it was lunch time. I remember telling Bahja to stop by my locker, so I waited for her by my locker. I walked out of class and already girls were giving me the evil eye, boys raping me through my clothes with their eyes. I looked down at the floor as I walked, not wanting to see them looking at me. I stopped at my locker and opened it and put my things away. I shut my locker and behind it stood Bahja.
Shania: Oh, hey Bahja.
Bahja: What's up ma.
Shania: Please don't call me that, sorry. it's just we aren't a thing and I don't want people to think we are.
Bahja: Iight.
Me and Bahja walked down to lunch. I have to admit, Bahja is very attractive, nice shape and all but I don't know. I did like when she called me ma, it's just I think she has hoes. Not only hoes, but I have a weird ass feeling she has a girlfriend. Yeah, I'm not going to be in that drama when I'm the new student. I'll pass! We walked down to lunch and grabbed our lunches and say down. Bahja kept staring me down, I wanted to speak up but I got nervous. I didn't wanna sound mean or anything. Sooner or later, more people sat by us and we started talking to them. The girls here seem really cool, but messy. So I have to watch out. About 5 minutes later, a girl with blonde bun and a light pink jacket with jeans and heels came to the table. instantly everybody got quiet. she walked up to Bahja.
Her: Hey baby. *kisses bahja*
Bahja: *kisses back* hey babe.
TOLD YOU SHE HAD A GIRL!!😒
Her: who's your little friend?
Bahja: oh that's Sh-
Shania: Um her "little friend" has a name, which is Shania. Nice to meet you 😒
Her: Oooh feisty! Well, Miss. Shania, I'm Jordan, Bahja's gf.
Ooooohhh! Shes trying to make me jealous! Like I want her girlfriend! 😒
Shania: cool beans, I'm going back to my locker. Bye Bahja. Bye Clarity, and Sumiea.
Sumiea: Can I come with?
Shania: Sure! Clarity Wanna come?
Clarity: Yep!
Bahja: Bye guys.
We got up and threw our trash away and walked to my locker, the girls told me about Bahja and Jordan on the way.
Sumiea: Jordan and Bahja have been dating since 5th grade, Bahja honestly gets tired of Jordan.
Clarity: She doesn't wanna break up with her because she's in love with Bahja.
Shania: So, who is this Jordan girl exactly? So far I can tell she's all drama.
Sumiea: She is, so stay as far as you can. I wouldn't want to get on her bad side.
Charity: She's an undercover devil, wanting to take over the world!
Shania: So, how do you girls know all this, exactly?
Charity: We're great friends with Bahja.
Sumiea: Yep, like best friends. Bahja tells us everything, that's how we know all this. And plus, Jordan and us have been going too school together for years.
Shania: Oh okay.
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later that day....(after school)
I was laying in my bed, singing to Trey Songz, Slow Motion. As I was, I was thinking of Bahja and Jordan. I wasn't hating or anything because I don't know if I wanna be bi-sexual yet, but it kind of made me irritated. How could a girl get so lucky, but be so dumb? I erased the thought from my mind and looked at my clock which read "10:30" pm of course. I closed my laptop, put my phone on the charger and turned my tv off and went to sleep. ☺️💕

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