Today was different. I wasn't mad or upset but I most definitely didn't want to be around him because I get all stupid. He makes me giddy. But he did come look for me at the end of his shift, and he was just talking and it feels like he comes over to make sure I'm not upset with him. That's the feeling I get. 090519

I know at this point, I'm way too deep in this. 

Knowing I have to emotionally distance myself from him, it breaks my heart just thinking about it. 

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