It's been over two months. And my soul misses him. But I can't go backwards. I'm trying to move on. Really trying. But it's so difficult when I see him daily and I know he doesn't understand what's going on. And I should tell him but idk it's hard. I feel pathetic. And lonely. He was one of my closest friends. But I don't just want to be his friend. I want more. I miss him. So fucking much. But I also know that he can't give me what I need. 121819
I know this might sound stupid, but this guy matured in front of me and it honestly sucks that I don't get to enjoy the version of himself that he is now. 021020
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RomanceI wanted to share my pain of losing what I thought was the perfect guy for me. Really personal but felt like it could relate to others.
