tales of a fairy

from a far

Dear in reality.
Not everyone have  happy andings.

Not everyone still holds the person they love the most.
Others might died.
Others might had their chance but lost it.
Others might missed it.
Others might never find it.
And others might fight but not till the end.
or just ended..

But this is fantasy.

And this is my all time favorite.
TayNew might open my eyes in BL but this made a way for me to understand the world i am inlove with right now.

Welcome to
G♥B
Feb. 12,2020
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Godt's POV

It has been a year since i had an apportunity to talk with one of my nongs.
I can say our connection really got deeper.

We where texting after the series and the fan meetings but as work clouded us both, we forget to text.

We can just comment on each other's IG or twitter. But only two or three and the converstaion stops.

I am no longger in BL. And our worlds are apart.
I watch him from a far. I even bought tickets on their concerts and send my staff to watch and record it for me, then i will watch it home.

I always know his location.
For now we are both here in Korea, just finished my runway i went straight here.
I have been waiting for 5 minutes and there he is alone. I waved at him and he walked towards me.

"Sawadee Khab P"  he said.

"Wadee nong, come sit here. Food is coming."  I said. I wish he still eats his favorites.

His eyes widens.
"Dig in Nong."  I said,
He hesitated.

"Are you on diet?" I asked.

"No, P' just need to cut calories." He said.

"Aw, then choose the fish and veggies." I said,

I remeber he asked me how to keep his body toned.

We eat and talk for a lot of things, and life.

"I missed you Nong" i said,

He is my first kiss. I mean for a guy. And he admitted i was also his fisrt kiss. I wish also the last, he have BL series but none of those he kiss. I am glad.

When his smile reaches his eyes he is the cutest in my eyes.

I still see the 17 years old Bas in him. The one i used to enjoy.

"P' i have to go now. The team might be worried for me." He said.
"Wait" i said and gave him my new private number. I kissed his forhead. That gave him shock.

"I... i .. gotta go na..thanks for the time P'." He said,

I get up as he get up.

I walked with him outside.

"Nong, if you have free time and we are both in the same place. Text me or msssage me." I said.

"Khab" he said.
I called a taxi for him.

Then my assistant came when the taxi is gone.

"They will leave tomorrow." He said.

"What?" I asked.

"Calm down nong, we will leave in two days." He said.

I never saw him again. But my staff in Thailand gave me a link of his litle intrview in the airport. He is silent this time.

He just answered 'the meal with p' was great and foods are great. That i need to burn it the following day, he knows my favorites.' 

After that he walked faster and next on the screen are Tae and Tee. When will this two get married

I will go home tomorrow nong hope i will meet you again.

I did my best so i can go home. Early.

As soon as i reached the airport i texted Nong Bas. If he has available time. He said he have tomorrow, and he will fly to Chiang Mai.

I bought a ticket to Ching Mai also.

I enjoyed my day with my parents.
Then went to Chiang Mai the following day.

I took a photo of a coffee shop and posted in IG.
Nong gave me DM
P' are you in Chiang Mai?

"Yes in this place right now." I replied.

The bsll of the coffee shop sounded.

Then someone sit in front of me.

"Sawade p". He said.

I give my sweetest smile seeing my Nong in front of me.
It has been a year since the last fan meeting we had together in Jakarta.
I know how much he cried.

And because of me the series was given to other new artist.

It is hard for him to take it in.

"P' do you have a project here?" He asked.

I shook my head.

"Place to stay?" He asked.
I shook my head.

"Did you run away.?" He asked like ready to scold me any time.

"No, i jsut came because you said you will be here." I said.
His jaw dropped.

"I.. will kead you to a hotel where you can stay na." He said.
I nooded.

"Nong, i missed you." I said.

He smiled.
"Taday is my free day. I can tour you around town," he said.

I nooded.

First he booked me on a hotel,then he toured me around,
We ate at some street food area. And also went to the fair. Good thing no one recognises us.

The sun is setting and it is getting dark.

"I have to be home at sundown p' . You wanna have dinner with my family?" He asked.

I am dying to be with his family.
Can he itroduce me as his close p, or lover, perhaps?

What the heck am i thinking?!

We ride a taxi to his house his family is so welcoming. I am glad to be with them.
Tonight i am treated like a human being and not god or alien or someone above than any human.

And i feel like i am home.

After dinner his family said he should acompany me in the hotel iam in. And i am so glad.
His dad drive us to the hotel.

I smiled as i remember we used to sleep in one hotel room like this and this big.

"P' how come you do not have a girl friend yet?" He asked me.

"Brcause i did not asked the person yet." I said.

"Aw." He said.

I am afraid to ask you. I said in my brain.

"Bas, can i ask you something?" I walked towards him.

"Will you date a guy?" I asked.

"If that is you, ofcourse i will..." i am starled.
"Kidding ..." he said and smiled.

"It did not came to me yet P' like i told you before i will climb higher first. Before thinking of that." He said,

I smiled at him.

"I will take my shower na." I said.

"Umm" he said,

Nong i wanna be that guy.

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There you go.

TBC