Explosions Of Words

Dear Curly

It's been very long since I did this .
but this one is for your friend,

when I first arrived, the one to notice was you
The red stripes and the bubbly personality
was everyones first big catch .
Then there was a non existant person who  always taglong without talking to anyone.
His name kept popping up

**A phase of smiling at everyone **

He's like "why is she always smiling ?"
I looked at him, his brown eyes with long lashes
and that cold stare which was intense and intimate at the same time.

 I wanted to know him
 he seemed very intresting
 I thought and wanted to know him
 "The only thing he ever does is sketch"
  heard that plenty of times;
 and the curiosity meant  me stalking him
 and then just like a bullet hits a body, the Cupid's arrow finally stuck me.

 I like him, every time I saw him there was an angelic glow on him,
His eyes, his big  beautiful brown eyes stares direclty inside you,  when you speak

His body was a piece of art;

His hands looked so sculpted that he was the worksmith of himself;
God had created this beauty this work of art just for me,
Well it wasnt just for me it was for everyone .
  I wanted to be a part of their lives
  I did but  didn't want it to end like this.

**Regret , Shame , humiliation all setting in and finally asking for closure,**

  Baby, I know its very late I know no one will ever know
   but I really wanted to be there for you
   I wanted to be the support for you if you fall down
   I wnted to do everything for you
   I know I didn't have guts to say this
   I know why I didnt't say this
   because me and you even though everything was just perfect
   I was sared
    now I should hve maned up and told him that I love you .
    dear Curly I  love that have taught me alot of things
    there were many times in which I threw myself at you
    but such a gentleman didn't do anything
    I expected sooo much that day while we were cuddling with my cats

     that day!  was a very memorable day,
      the one I didn't forget and don't want to forget.
      for  you I'll have one room so you can "paint my walls neon green"
      I will be waiting for you , I hope in some other life we can meet again
      I hope everything will be alright and fine .
      I hope that your family is doing alrightht
      and I miss you incredibly and oh yeah
I love you .