Just Be Mines (Zouis/Niam)

Awkward

**A/N: So this is a serious filler chapter about Niam's first time. Literally it's the most sweetest awkward thing ever! This occurs the same night as the fire at Harry's. This is for you Kadie!**

I held the match to the gingerbread scented candles, watching as the wick sparked to life. Niall loved this scent, something about it reminding him of our first Christmas. I don't see how since we burned the gingerbread cookies but he's been obsessed with the scent ever since.

I looked at the bed, annoyed at the messed up white linen sheets. "Silk," I mumbled. "I need the silk." I ran to the closet and pulled out the blue silk sheet set that matched Niall's eyes. His beautiful blue eyes. It'll be like swimming in a sea of passion.

I snatched the covers off and replaced them with the new ones, throwing the old ones in the dirty hamper.  I ran into the kitchen and threw some energy bars down my throat and guzzled some Gatorade.

I paced the room, trying to call my nerves but once the doorbell rang I jumped in surprise. "Holy Hell." I yelped. I ran to the door and answered it, yanking it open to see Niall pacing outside.

"Umm, I'm not sure what to do right now, so just kiss me!?" He said. I grabbed him in my arms and pulled him inside, smashing my lips against his. A moan escaped his lips as he stood on his toes. He kicked the door shut with his foot and we continued snogging through the house. Niall jumped on top of me, wrapping his legs around my waist. I placed my hands on his bum and held him up as we walked to the bedroom.

His lips parted from mines and he looked down at the bed. "Blue? How long have you had that?" He asked.

"I thought it would be good for, you know, this moment right here." I said. He looked at me and smiled, falling down on top of me as we continued kissing on the bed.

"What's that smell?" He asked, looking around and finally noticing the candles. "Is that gingerbread?!" I nodded and he smiled, kissing me deeply. "Well aren't you the romantic."

"I'd like to think so." I mumbled. Niall leaned down and kissed my neck, then he bit me. I screamed and pulled him away.

"What was that?" I asked.

"I don't know, I saw it on porn before. So I thought it would be hot. Is it not?" He asked, pouting some.

"No it's cool, just don't chew on my neck like a piece of meat anymore. Small bites, that's hot." I told him.

He smiled and bit me again, this time a lot softer than the first time. "Better?" He asked.

"Much," I said.

He was on top of me as he tugged at my shirt. "Why isn't this stupid thing coming off?" He groaned, pulling at my shirt until there was a tearing sound.

" Umm, it might be my fault." I said, leaning up so he could take the shirt off  

"This is sooo not like the porn movies." He said with a smile.

"I know right." I said, pulling at his shirt. He took over for me, pulling at it until he fell sideways. "You're so cute."

We started to pull each other's pants off and I got on top of him this time and started kissing him, our semi naked bodies pressed against each other. I pulled at his at his underwear and he lifted his hips and let me slide them off. I pulled mines off next and we started to roll around, our lips never parting.

"This silk feels amazing!" He grinned and so did I.

I let my hand slide across his body and I smiled at this. "You're completely shaven." I whispered.

"Do you like it?" He asked me. I looked at him and kissed his hairless chest.

"It took us having our first time to shave your body?" I asked him. He chuckled and continued kissing me, putting me on my back as he started to go down on me.

I couldn't help but moan as I felt his wet mouth around me. Niall started to suck and gag a lot but for the most part he was sucking. I watched his head bob up and down on me. He looked back up at me with those blue eyes that I loved so much. I pulled him away and brought him up to kiss me, the taste of me on his tongue.

" What is that?" I asked.

"I think it was precum." He said.

" So, that's what that tastes like." I mumbled, licking my lips. "Not bad."

"Okay, so should I keep sucking or do we start fucking now?" He asked. I shrugged my shoulders and he smiled as if a thought came to him.

He grabbed my hand and brought a finger to his mouth. He brought it behind him and made me start fingering him. He moaned out loud and I couldn't help but smile.

" Okay let's do this." Niall said, sliding off the bed and lying down with his bum up in the air.

"Should I grab a condom?" I asked.

"It's not like I'm having sex with anyone else." Niall said with a sexy goofy grin. I got off the bed and went behind him, lining up with his hole.

I slowly pushed in, a hiss escaping from Niall's lips. He pulled at the covers and bit down, his back arching as I pushed inside of him. I held his back down as his breathing quickened. He let out a little small scream as I pulled out and pushed back in.

"Niall are you okay?" I asked. He threw a thumbs up, still biting on the cover. I started to thrust again and he kept buckling beneath me, his groans of pain filling the room. I stopped and looked at him, moving to his side. "Niall?"

"This shit hurts!" He yelled. He fell beside me, his butt in the air. "Oh my gosh, I thought porn stars were just acting."

"Well they mostly are." I said.

"Well can we take a break?" He asked.

I looked at my bedside clock. I think about seven minutes passed, yet Niall was covered in sweat. " Okay, just grab me something to eat and drink alright?" He asked.

I smiled as I went back to the kitchen and grabbed him some Gatorade and some power bars. He snatched them from me and started to munch down on the bars. He drunk the whole bottle of Gatorade and smiled at me.

" Okay, round two?" He asked.

"Are you sure?" I asked him.

"Honestly, yes, I want to keep trying." He said, pushing me down as he sat on top of my cock, slowly easing down.

"I just do all the moving while you lay there and look hot." He said, his face scrunched up in pain.

He started to rock back and forth on top of me, reach rock easing his pain a bit. He started to moan louder and louder as he kept going, his nails digging in my flesh. I grabbed his sides and  held him down.

"I think I'm going to cum!" I said. His eyes grew big and he removed my hands and hopped off just as I started to cum. He laid beside me and started to jack off, his body twitching as he started to cum also.

"Holy Hell, that was crazy." Niall said weakly. I moved in the bed and he grabbed my wrist. "Please don't move, I'm in so much pain. Just hold- are you crying?" He asked me.

"I hurt you." I said softly.

" Oh my gosh Liam you're a big baby." He said.

"I just don't like to see you in pain. We can wait for the next time." I told him.

"I can't get used to it if we don't keep doing it?" He asked.

"We'll wait." I told him. Niall groaned and wrapped his arms around my chest, pulling in closer to me. He snuggled up against me, light snores coming from his lips. "You're so beautiful." I whispered, kissing his forehead. I guess showering was something we'll do later.

**A/N: Lol this was just a cute little filler! :) back to the main story next chapter!**