Luke. Luke. Luke
why would he do this
its all strange to me, its like i've never been gone at all
but i started sleeping around and its been 1 month sinse i have seen Luke
I know what your thinking 'wow what a slut? why would she sleep around' but the truth is, it gets rid of the pain, and i know this is stupid over a boy but i never felt this way about someone before but its just dumb i know. I just want him to get the hell out of my mind.
Me and Ashton broke it of after he found out i was sleeping around but we remained friends, he understood why i was doing it and he has been helping through it, he is like the best friend i never had.
I knocked at ashtons door as we was suppose to be hanging out today, he soon answered and pulled me into a hug and let me in.
I looked at him and his face looked nervous and he looked at me with a sympathy smile.
Did i really look that shit that he had to give me sympathy? I was wearing a black shirt with the chest torn which was revealing a hulk chest and black ripped jeans also i had dyed my hair again but now it was an orban colour abit like hayley williams when she had her gingery brown hair.
I walked into the living room and then i realised why ashton was looking at me the way he was.
Fucking Luke
he knew i was trying to forget about him so why did he bring him round?
"Um...i'm just going to the bathroom, i really need a shower" Ashton said as he quickly scurried off before i even got to say anything.
"Slut" Luke muttered
"Exuse me"
"You heard. You are a complete joke" Luke laughed to himself.
"And why is that Luke" i asked with clenched teeth
"Sleeping with every fucking guy you see. What the actual fuck" He laughed raising his voice.
"Well maybe if i wasn't so broken because of a certain fucking douchebag then i wouldn't be" i said in the same tone.
Luke stood up and walked towards me "Whats did you just fucking call me" He said in a deep voice which actually kind of scared me but i didn't show that i was scared, i never show my feelings.
"You heard me. A fucking douchebag are you deaf or something" i laughed.
He pushed me up to the wall and held my arms above my head with one hand. "Say it again i dare you" I could hear the anger in his voice.
i remained scilent
"Thought so. Do us all a favour and go back to sleep for another 50 years" He replied harshly
"I wish i honestly could" I said trying to push him off me
"WHAT SO YOU CAN HURT ALL THE FUCKING PEOPLE YOU HURT LAST TIME AND PUT THEM THROUGH SO DAMN MUCH, AND BRING BACK ALL THEM EMOTIONAL PROBLEMS YOU BROUGHT UPON EVERYONE YOU AFFECTED" Luke screamed as he broke down crying.
i didn't know what to do i just stood there shocked.
I think i should go
and leave this town
I cant stay here knowing that i might run into him.
I gotta go my own way.
"I love you" i whispered as i left never to return again.
*1 year later*
I moved to america, i now work in hot topic and i ave my own small apartment.
I kept in touch with Ashton, Michael, Calum and my mum but that was it. Michael told me that he was in a band with the others now and he might come to america soon to see me.
Oh yeah one thing i forgot to mention, i have a boyfriend now. He's called Daryl Dixon but he has a problem with drinking and the only thing is he isn't very nice when he's drunk.
He's always drunk.
I just wish someone could come and rescue me.
A/N: HEY IM KINDA FEELING LIKE THIS STORY IS RUBBISH LIKE THINGS EXCUALATE WAY TOO QUICKLY BUT ITS BECAUSE IM USED TO WRITING SHORT IMAGINES LIKE I HAVE ALREADY THOUGHT OF A WAY TO END IT BUT I FIND IT HARD TO WRITE CHAPTERS TO LEAD UP TO THE ENDING BECAUSE I WAS THINKING OF HAVING ATLEAST 69 CHAPTERS YOU KNOW BECAUSE 69... XD IDEK.
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