Rose✔

19.

Ash's Pov:

I could hear beeping noises as I awoke. I slowly opened my eyes. I looked around, confused. Am I in a hospital? I looked down noticing my daughter laying next to me on the small hospital bed. She was asleep. I looked to my right to see Hannuh. She was texting on her phone.

"Hannuh? Why am I-"

"Oh, thank god! You're awake!"

She quickly got up and stood near me.

"What happened?"

"You don't know what happened?"

I shook my head.

"I'll be back. I'll go get the doctor to tell her that you're awake."

"Okay."

Hannuh quickly left the room. Rose started to wake up.

"Mommy!"

"Hey baby."

"She quickly sat up to hug me tightly.

"Are you okay?"

"I'm okay. Mommy's okay."

I looked down at Rose.

"You scared everyone, Mommy."

Suddenly someone walked in.

"Ms. Valentine, glad to see that you're awake. I'm Doctor Miller. I think we should talk in privately."

"Go wait outside of the room with Hannuh."

"Are you sure, Mommy?"

"I'm positive baby."

"She's right outside the door."

"I love you, Mommy."

"I love you too."

She quickly hopped off the bed and went out the room.

"Do you remember anything about two days ago?"

"Two days ago? What do you mean?"

"Ms. Valen-"

"Just call me Ashton."

The doctor gave me a small smile. "Ashton, you've been in a coma for two days from alcohol poisoning. Now do you remember anything about that day you passed out?"

"The last thing I remember about that day is making coffee and breakfast. The rest of that day is kind of a blur to me."

"That's alright. You had a high tolerance from alcohol which explains why you passed out. There's water and Tylenol right next to you on that table. We're going to keep you in for a little longer to run some tests then you can go home."

"Okay."

"I suggest you drink water all day and try to get some rest. I'll be right back. By the way, congrats on the engagement. I guess I should call you Mrs. Horan."

She smiled and left the room as I nearly spit out my water. Mrs. Horan? Why would she even think that? Did something happen? Suddenly Hannuh, Rose, Louis, Harry, Liam, and Zayn walked in the room.

"Hey, how are you feeling?"

I smiled as Liam asked me.

"I'm okay. Sorry for scaring everyone."

"You have no need to be sorry for. You were just going through some stuff."

"Yeah.. anyways, what are you boys still doing here in Ireland?"

"We thought we should all stay a while. Besides we all don't have really anything important to do."

"I'll be leaving soon actually. I have a photo shoot I can't miss. But I did want to drop these off for you."

Zayn walked up to me handing me flowers.

"Thank you Zayn. That means a lot to me."

"No problem love. I should get going but I hope you feel better."

"Thank you."

Zayn gave me a hug and opened the door.

"Oh, hey mate. Nice to know you finally made it."

"Yeah."

Zayn left and Niall walked in the room. I looked away. I'm surprised he's even here.

"We'll give you two some space."

I looked at Hannuh. She smiled at me and she left the room with everyone else.

Niall stood at the door for a couple of seconds. After looking at him for what seemed like a while, he finally walked up to me. I could feel my heart pounding faster. It didn't help that the heart monitor fastened my heart beat.

"You alright? Your heart is pounding faster."

"You make me nervous Niall."

"You scared me Ashton. What were you thinking?"

"I wasn't thinking. I was hurting and I wanted the pain to go away."

"Well, did it?"

"Of course not. It made it ten times worst."

"Listen, Ash-"

The Doctor suddenly walked in.

"Mr. and Mrs. Horan, glad you both are in here. I ran some tests and I think you both should hear this."

"Is it good or bad?"

"Did you realize that you were pregnant?"

"I-I what? Pregnant?"

"Yes."

"What do you mean were."

"Since you drank so much, you had a miscarriage."

I started to tear up.

"I killed my baby?"

I looked at Niall. Niall quickly grabbed me and held me tight.

"I killed my baby!"

I sobbed in Niall's shirt.

"I'll leave you two be."

I heard the door shut as I sobbed some more.

"It's okay. It's going to be okay, love."