I don't know what to do with my life anymore and I don't want help why must this world be so confusing it makes me feel as if I'm the only one who can deal with my pain, but the way I do it won't help but it would make me feel good and take the stress, depression, anxiety, and pain away but I'm still debating waiting for that one day where I'll finally break down and do it but it feels like the right time but it's not at the same time I'm confused and I don't know what to do don't help me I don't want nor need your help so on that note eave me alone no I'm not being naive I just don't want to hurt me even more than I hurt know so ill just do my usual face the world with and smile and tell everybody everything is okay but in reality it's not my insides are burning acing just waiting for me to make that one move that will change my life forever and I d never regret it because I'll deserve it
