I'm about to fucking relapse. I've been doing ao fucking well and now I'm fucking it up just like everything else. I fucking hate this feeling of thinking I don't have another choice. I fucking hate life and even the thought of living. Society fucks up your brain so much to the point where it's just complete insanity and us people having to deal with this shit because we are raised to think that society will always be there for us when we can't be there for ourselves. Anyways I'm once again sorry for being a fuckwad and not updating for fucking 3 years, but how have you guys been?// 112 words
